sixty-one: blue or pink?

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2 months later

Josephine's POV

Here I am with a belly that it's looking like a too grown watermelon,
Sometimes I wonder even how is possible to a belly and skin to stretch like that during a pregnancy.

I'm at the fourth month of this journey and I call this pregnancy a journey because it feels like a fucking massive journey.

I'm definitely starting to feel the pregnancy a lot more.
My feet and ankles are starting to feel the extra weight and I get tired even just when I put the dishes on the dishwasher.
I work at home now but the literally no sleep it's not helping me with staying active and give my 100% .

I have the worst heartburn every day night and day and it hurts so bad.

Hero is trying to do the best he can.
With literally making me food when he gets home the times when I feel so bad, with massaging my feet and my back since even my back is sick off this extra weight.
He caresses my belly when I get the many cramps.
He tries to stay up at night when I can't sleep even if he has to rest and wake up early to get to the training center.

I try to stay active with taking Cooper for a walk in the morning and in the evening on the surroundings of our penthouse and then I usually go to grocery shopping twice a week with Hero.

꧁Hero's POV ꧂

I text her asking how she's doing and if she ate something.

No, I'm too tired to get up from bed babe :(

Alright then I'll send my mom
with something for you to eat.

Thanks, love you.

So I call my mom and obviously my mom doesn't hesitate to tell me a big don't worry.
Thank Hod we have her since the only person that could stay next to Jo during this pregnancy was Selena but since she has to deal with her own pregnancy, cramps and the many side effects of it we have my family and my friends.

Felix is now walking Cooper out since Jo is not feeling so well today.

No she's at the forty month and she's feeling the pregnancy.
She's getting cranky because of the hormones and the no sleep at night.
She gets so tired after doing literally anything.
She sleeps through the movies, thing that she never did but during that times I'm just glad that she gets some sleep everywhere and any time she can since the belly, the cramps are not making her sleep at night.
Sometimes even if I wake up so early I find her lays on the sofa with a box of cereal watching tv.

She gets so frustrated sometimes that I find her crying and that breaks my heart.
I don't know what to do. I just can comprehend how nervous she is about this delivery, tired of carrying the extra weight that is torturing her body from her feet's to her back and exasperated of the continue no peace.

I'm trying my best to stay close to her, help her and distract her when she's not feeling good.

Now she also had some major cravings, she's eating a lot.

Now that she's almost stud the middle of her pregnancy every time that I have to leave London to go to play in other countries I don't travel wit a easy heart.
My heart and mind are still in London even when I'm in the field but that doesn't means that the worry doesn't makes me give the 100% in every match . I think Im getting even better since my first thought is "I have to score so I can go to the camera" the reason why is because every time a player scores the cameras are on him and when I get to score I show a letter J with my fingers and I mime a "I love you" to the camera and that's the only time I can communicate with Jo in more than 90 minutes.
She also doesn't comes to the matches anymore since she's getting tired and the anxiety of the scores are making her not feel good she watched the matches at home.
She sometimes comes to the trainings tho with Felix or my sister in her black tinted windows Tesla since there ware billions of paparazzi outside the gates ready to reveal about her pregnancy .

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