What if

Its just.... You

Holly's POV
I sat under a tree sobbing. I looked pathetic, after I ran out of the gym I just sprinted out the school doors and ran into the woods and collapsed under a tree. I have been hear for a good hour by now and I had no tears left to shed. I was so pissed at myself for being so stupid, of course I made a mistake trusting him! I never should have let him in to my life. I screamed in frustration forcing more tears from my eyes that I never knew were possible for me to produce. I was a wreck, my head hurt I was hiccuping a d my cheeks were sticky from my tears, I realized that was because my makeup was running down my cheeks.
"Shit"
I pulled out my pocket mirror and makeup remover and scrubbed at my cheeks. My phone buzzed, picking it up I saw ten missed calls and five messages all from Jake. Not bothering to reply to any of them I dragged myself up and started back to school. Halfway there I changed my mind and headed home.
Jakes POV
I fucked it up. no other way to put it. I was still in the gym sitting where Holly had sat a hour before. I had no idea where she could be, sighing I looked at my phone, I had called and texted her but got nothing in reply, standing up I made the decision to go to her house and see if she was there. Walking down the street I thought about what I could say to her, "hey I'm sorry I laughed at you but it was an epic fall?"
Sweating under my breath I broke into a run a tore down the street, I tripped ripping open the knee of my jeans, standing up I caught sight of myself in a car window, sandy hair blue eyes leather jacket, tight white shirt. I sighed, I'll admit it, I was not one to look very approachable. I only dressed this way to look better and feel better then I really did. l found that most girl found it a major turn on when we got together. go figure that the only girl who I really wanted to be with found it a turn off. No matter how hard I thought i could not think of a good way to make this up to her. I thought she would have a food social life, she was the captain of the cheer team, don't they always stay at the top of the social chain? I can't think of a time when that had not been the case. Caught up in my thoughts I had not realized that I had reached Holly's street. I looked up at her big house and took a deep breath and walked up to the door.
Holly's POV
I had been sitting in my room on my window seat looking out the window. looking around my room I realized how lonely it is, its huge, don't get me wrong I love it, I especially loved my bed, there was a platform in the attic that I had carved shelfs into and out my bed and vanity table on, and lined the window looking down on my bed with fairy lights. sighing I was about to turn on the TV when I heard a knock on the door. groaning thinking it must be a sales person or something I got up and padded downstairs not even caring that I was dressed in shorts a old faded Hogwarts t-shirt and peds. I pulled open the door
"I'm sorry I-"
I stopped dead, it was Jake he stood there scratching the back of his neck. looking up at him anger boiled in my stomach. he had some nerve to show up hear,
"What the hell do you want?"
I spit at him".
He looked nervous, why would he look at me like that?
"Holly, please listen to me! I never meant to hurt you! I would never hurt you on purpose!"
He pleaded with me. somewhere in side of me is a girl who wants to tear him down, slam the door in his face or slap him again. but if I saw that girl I would not recognize her. He looked so adorable when he was nervous. I felt butterflies erupt in my stomach as I looked at his clear blue eyes and totally kissable lips. Before I knew what I was doing I found myself leaning into him, cupping his face in my hands and gently pressing my lips to his.
Jakes POV
I had a whole bunch more to say to Holly to win her back, but before I could start she cupped my face in her small hands and kissed me! I immediately kissed her back, I slid my hand through her hair and placed my other on the small of her back, holding her to me. I decided to take this further, I pushed her back into the house and against the wall, her hands wound into my hair and she turned her head to deepen the kiss, I slid my hand under her thigh and hoisted her up she gasped and wrapped her legs around my waist. I carried her up to her room, I kicked the door open with my foot. we collapsed onto her bed, I inserted one of my legs between hers. She sighed, I trailed kisses down her jaw and began to gently suck on the skin on the base of her neck, she gasped and gripped the back of my neck. I smirked as she gasped again as I nipped the skin at her neck. I slid my jacket from my shoulders and tossed it aside, Holly ran her hands down my arms and back. I stopped thinking about my problems. in fact, I stopped thinking at all.
Holly's POV
My god. was all I could think as I felt Jakes lips at the base of my neck, I gripped his arms and closed my eyes. I wanted to take control to make him feel what it was like to feel helpless and powerless. I rolled over so I was on top. He looked surprised, i straddled him and dipped my head down and kissed his jaw. I heard his groan as my lips reached the spot where his jaw met his neck, I stiffed as I felt Jake tug in my shirt, realizing what he wanted I thought about refusing, but his touch was so soft and wonderful, so I tugged my shirt over my head and took his hands and let them rest on my hips his hands drifted up my sides snd tugged me down with him. what had I got myself into...?
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A/N
Hi beauties,Sorry if I did not go into enough detail. Thanks for reading Ilysm😘
-hannah