What if

Should I stay?

Holly's POV
I woke up to a bright white light, this first thing I thought was that I must be dying, then a face appeared above me, I had to blink several times, the face came into focus. It was a pretty women with dark red hair, a nurse. Then it hit me that I must be in the hospital. Then it all came flooding back, the truck slamming into my car and the stabbing pain then black. I gasped, and struggled to sit up,
"Shhh lie back sweetie,"
The nurse said soothingly.
"What happened?"
I asked groaning,
"That car crash really messed you up,"
I looked up at her,
"How bad..."
"We had to pull you out through the windshield, we did not know wether you were going to make it or not, you flatlined twice."
I put my head in my hands, why what had happened? Just then there was a knock at the door.
"Who is it?"
The nurse went over and peeked out, then she said
"Hold on"
She walked back over to me.
"It's your boyfriend."
I groaned,
"Don't tell him I'm awake."
I closed my eyes again.
"Is she going to make it."
Jakes voice sounded weak and broken, like he'd been crying.
"Yes she will."
Opening my eyes a fraction I could just make out Jake collapse in a chair and put his head in his hands. he let out a sound like a cross between a groan and a sob.
"Thank the fucking God!"
Then he did the last thing I expected, he started to cry. The nurse sat down next to him and rubbed his back.
"You really love her."
He nodded,
"More than anything."
I could not stop the tears leaking out of the corner of my eyes. How can I ever know if he tells the truth? I was so confused. Why? Why the hell does this always happen to me. I always attracted the douch bags of the school. But something about Jake just seemed different. I opened my eyes again and have a small cough. At once Jake appeared by my side.
"Oh Holly baby, your alright!"
He placed a soft kiss on my temple, a gesture that seemed so natural and sweet, but did not sit well with me.
"Yep...
He stroked my hair and rubbed my cheek with his thumb,
"Do you need anything?"
Did I need anything? Hell yeah I needed something! I needed my life to be straightened out and go back to normal, before this guy came and took over my life. Before he took my heart, and refused to give it back.
"No- yes, I do need something."
He looked at me and said
"Anything."
"Tell me why your so attached to me?"
He looked shocked.
" Holly I'm attached to you because i'v never cared about anyone more then you! I thought you knew that!"
I looked at him, wanting nothing more then his words to be genuine,
"Do you really mean that?"
He pressed his lips to mine.
" Iv never been more serious in my life, Holly I love you more than you will ever know. You gave me a chance to prove myself, and that's what I'm going to do."
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A/N
Hi beauties!
Sorry that it's so short. I'm starting not to have as much time to update as I would like. thanks for reading! I hope you enjoy it! Ilysm!😘
XOXO
-Hannah