Alone Without You

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TW's:
-Sexual assault (before rape)

I tried fighting back really hard this time, but I didn't succeed. She grabbed my hand tightly and started pulling me with her.

'Where do you prefer? Your place again?'

I suddenly had a plan. She didn't know my parents and Dream were there. I could take her home with me and I was sure Dream would understand that she had bad intentions. He knew I liked him and that I wouldn't suddenly like her, right?

I nodded to answer her question and she pulled me with her towards my place. After five minutes of walking she basically pushed me against the door to open it and I opened the door, having my mother and Dream look at us.

I felt Zoey startle a little, but she threw her hair back and smiled.

'Hi, I'm Zoey. I'm George's girlfriend.'

Dream looked really weirdly at her and after that at me. I tried signing that I needed help, but apparently he didn't understand it, just as my mother.

'So she was your secret crush,' Dream said, nodding silently. He smiled weakly and sat down on the couch. 'It's fine, George. I understand, you don't have to tell me, but I would have liked you telling me before you know, yesterday.'

'Okay, amazing to hear you're heartbroken or something, but George and I are going upstairs now,' Zoey said, smiling at my mother and Dream.

'Was she the girl who you did things with?' my mum asked, also not knowing what was going on.

I tried shaking my head and make them understand I didn't want this at all, but I just couldn't get it out. I thought I had a plan, but they really just didn't understand me. All hope seemed lost when Zoey started talking again.

'Uh- yes, of course,' she said. 'We have sex, but I guess that's normal right?'

Dream's face dropped completely and he bit his lip. I started sobbing softly, but Zoey held my hand behind my back, squeezing it very tightly.

'George, are you kidding me?' Dream whispered. 'Why didn't you tell me? Why did you lie to me?'

'What's going on between you two?' Zoey asked.

'I cuddled with your boyfriend yesterday and he lied about not loving anyone,' Dream yelled. 'APPARENTLY HE DOESN'T LOVE ME.'

'Well, of course he did. He loves me, but since he cuddled with someone else, I have to punish him for that.'

Dream made a face and looked at us in disgust. 'I see how it is,' Dream whispered. 'You could have just told me.' I saw a tear streaming down his face because of how heartbroken he was.

I wished I could release myself from her grasp and run towards him, hugging him tightly, but all I felt was her piercing my skin.

'Okay, enough of that idiot now, George come with me.'

I pointed at the toilet and she nodded. 'One minute, baby.'

I nodded and I ran towards the toilet. I had another plan and grabbed my phone which I had in my pocket. Since the battery was empty, I grabbed a small piece of paper and started poking it with my nail, just as long as it took to spell "help".

I walked back to the room after fake flushing the toilet and we walked upstairs. Just before the door closed, I dropped the paper behind me. I turned around to see if Dream noticed, but he was crying.

I hit the wall loudly to make him look up and I pointed at the ground in the hope he would see the paper on the ground. It stayed silence, he didn't stand up to go and look and then the door closed. Zoey pushed me upstairs and locked my door behind her.

'So, George. Cuddling with that idiot and lying to me? Why didn't you tell me your family and that other guy were here?'

I started breathing faster and I hid myself under the sheets, but she didn't care at all. She pulled the sheets away and hit me in my face. 'You are going to listen to me, George. I can easily switch the roles, make it so you raped me. People believe a girl faster than a boy.'

I shook my head heavily and curled up like a ball, but she didn't care. 'If you don't listen, I will undress myself and scream for help.'

I bit my lip and I felt a tear rolling down my face. Why didn't Dream help me? Why didn't my mum realise what was going on?

But then, then a small bit of hope came up in me. My dad went upstairs and she didn't know about that. My dad was my only form of hope at this point. Maybe he could even hear us talking, maybe he was just waiting to help me.

Zoey pulled off my shirt and started touching me again, kissing me everywhere. I was softly crying and I really tried to fight back, but I couldn't. I returned to my shock, only staring at the ceiling.

'I'm going to make it as slow and painful for you. I'll be raping you just as long as you need to completely break apart. And you know, to make it all even funnier, I'm going to the police tomorrow, telling them that you raped me three times.'

My hope was completely lost, my dad would have already came in if he was going to help me, right? Why would he let me go through this fear and pain? He wouldn't, even though he might not have believed me and whatever, he would never let me go through this pain. He wasn't upstairs, that was my only guess.

All my hope was ruined, I only cried, but I didn't even realise it. I was returned to my complete shock and I didn't even move anymore as my sweats and boxers got pulled down. I didn't even move anymore as she started touching me and undressed herself too.

I only cried and hope for saving. Saving that would never come.

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