Sinner 2 (Completed)

12.

Giselle

"GG!" I heard people calling my name as I bawled, walking up my mom mom's block. It seemed as if everybody was outside today and now they were seeing me like this.

So now not only was I feeling like a complete fool, I was embarrassed and humiliated as well.

"G, you okay? What's wrong?" I heard a familiar voice asked as I looked up seeing that it was Asia walking toward me.

Rolling my eyes hard at her, I said nothing as I continued my journey and she looked at me sympathetically.

It seemed as if it took the longest but I'd finally gotten to my grandma's house minutes later. There were a bunch of guys outside as usual and I tried to wipe my face completely before I made it over to them but it was no use.

"Yo. What's wrong?" Tone spoke sternly, stopping everything he was doing as they all looked at me.

"GG." He spoke seriously, stepping in front of me before I could go up the staircase.

"Abir's a fucking liar." I spat, looking up into his eyes and he looked at me sympathetically before I softly pulled away and walked up the staircase.

When I did, I could hear them all mumbling and saying different things.

"Aw shit.." Kann trailed off under his breath and I dismissed them completely, going straight into the house.

When I walked in, Mila was already on the couch waiting for me.

"Are you sure, GG?." She went on saying to me, reading over the text I'd sent her.

"Did you at least talk to him first?"

"He lied, Mila. There's nothing to talk about!" I snapped while wiping my fresh tears as she nodded, looking at me with hurt eyes.

"I should never believed him. I should've known he would lie to me."

"He doesn't give a fuck about anyone but himself." I cried harder now as she pulled me in for a hug.

Lani and Angel ended up coming down the steps soon after as they shook their heads, after obviously hearing everything.

"Let's go upstairs." Mila suggested as the guys began gravitating into the house and I didn't need anyone else seeing me like this.

We all made our way upstairs into my room as I plopped down onto my bed, wiping my tears away.

"I just feel so stupid because I allowed him to lie to me." I spoke softer now, thinking about he'd been lying for two whole weeks.

"And then dragging the lie as far as faking like you actually got a job."

"What?" They laughed loudly and I nodded with a serious face.

"Yes. Talking about he's a fucking mechanic." I spat and they all bursted out into laughter and I couldn't help but to laugh too. 

This nigga had me so fucked up, all I could do was laugh.

"And it's like, if he can lie like that about something so simple, what else would he lie to me about?"

"Exactly." Lani nodded and Mila shook her head with a scowl on her face.

"I'm done with him."

"He lied to me when he didn't even have to and I just don't trust him anymo-" I started but stopped as my room's door opened and my auntie Tee came rushing in, blocking the doorway.

"GG, what is going on?"

"Nah. Let me talk to her, Tee." I heard Abir's deep voice in the hallway and my attitude instantly sky rocketed again.

"No, Auntie."

"Tell him to leave me the fuck alone. He's a liar." I spat, not even giving a fuck and she looked at me before looking back at him.

"I'm done."

"Look, both of y'all need to calm down and realize what you're doing right now." She spoke up and I shook my head.

I wasn't listening to her or anybody else anymore. This was my decision, I'd been through enough with him, starting with my pregnancy. He was selfish and now I was going to start being too.

"Auntie, I'm serious."

"Tell him to leave. I don't want to see him and he can't see our baby." I went on saying before even thinking about what I was actually saying and they all looked at me in shock but I didn't take it back.

I was done with this bullshit. I didn't deserve this.

"Yeah aight." Abir spat as his tall figure came into view, hovering over everyone.

"Abir." My auntie spoke up, pushing him away from my room's door all together.

"Nah, you see what the I be talkin' bout'.." He trailed off.

"Look, I don't know what's going on and I don't know what happened but just give her some time."

"I don't need yall fighting in my mama's house, Abir." My auntie went on telling him as they now stood in the hall and I stayed seated on my bed as my leg jumped up and down from anger.

"And I'd never disrespect you, her or yo' mama but you see how she be on bullshit, Tee? Now I can't see my son." I heard him say and anger shot through as I quickly stood to my feet.

"Don't play the fucking victim, Abir! You lied to me!" I yelled at him, standing in the doorway now while my Auntie stood in between us.

"GG, relax." Lani, Angel and Mila tried calming me but I was already on ten.

Especially since here he was trying to blame me again for his bullshit.

"No because now I'm wrong for feeling this way when he lied to me!"

"I ain't lie to you, G." He spoke nonchalantly as usual and it only made my blood boil more.

"You did, Abir! And here you are lying right now!"

"I cried in front of everybody because of this shit and you still don't give a fuck."

"Because you're selfish." I spat to him and he licked his lips angrily.

"So now leave me and my baby the fuck alone and go do what you want to do so badly." I waved him off, turning on my heels.

"Go and sell your drugs with Tone and them and get locked up or killed."

"That's what you do best obviously." I rolled my eyes hard, making my way back into my room and everything went quiet as I slammed my door behind me.

I was so done with him.

Abir
30 minutes later

"Bro, just chill." Tone tried calming me down but that shit wasn't working.

"I'm chillin'." I leaned on the wall as we stood on the corner of G's grandma block.

It was taking everything in me not to go in there and do her dirty but I was trying to give her the space I knew we both needed right now.

She'd just found out about me lying to her and now she was on bullshit like I knew she'd be. I'm not saying she was wrong for feeling that way but the shit she was mad about had a lot to do with the decision she's made.

She left me, her choice or not, so this is what my life resulted to. Wasn't no turning back.

"You ain't chillin' man, I see it in your eyes." He went on saying and I scoffed, licking my lips.

"Just give her some time, bro. You know how GG is." He went on saying his usual line and I waved that shit off, taking a pull from my blunt.

I wasn't hearing that shit no more. I'd did enough of that bullshit during the summer. I'd give her a day to get over this shit after that it was up.

She holding my son now so ain't no leaving me.

"Fuckin' crazy." I scoffed to myself, blowing smoke from my nose.

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