Sinner 2 (Completed)

10.

Abir
Two weeks later
9am

"What's good, nigga?" I spoke up, dabbing Poodie up.

It was only 9 in the morning and I'd already made a few bands off this new drug that we was pushing on a new block. Chaz had ended up fronting us a full supply and this shit was selling quick.

"Got damn. These niggas feenin' over this." I went on saying, leaning up against the wall.

"Hell yeah. I already done touched my hit for the day."

"Yeah?" I asked, taking out my pack so I could roll a blunt.

"Yeah, nigga. This block different." He chuckled, counting his money while I shook my head.

"Real shit." I went on saying, licking my blunt.

My Unc, Chaz and Tone was on the old block while me and Poodie was on a new block three blocks over. I usually wouldn't do no shit like this, considering my block was my hotspot but I had G on me now.

I'd told her that I was going legal and that I'd found a job a week ago so I didn't need her, her cousins or any of her little friends seeing me and running back telling her some shit.

I had to play this on some cool shit.

"Yo, bro."

"Listen to this. You think I should get back with Mila?" Poodie ended up asking, breaking me away from my thoughts as he tapped my arm.

"I mean, she want a nigga to go legal now and I know it's only because GG asked you and shit."

"But shit if GG don't know, she ain't got to know either." He went on saying as I burned the blunt, picking my brain.

"Man.."

"I don't know, nigga. My shawty different." I shrugged, putting the blunt to my mouth and taking a hard pull.

"Whatchu' mean?"

"I'm saying.." I trailed off, blowing smoke from my nose.

"I know how to move with G, so it's different."

"She been my shawty since pampers so I know how she operate and shit. She ain't gon' question nothing because she ain't gon' suspect nothing."

"That's how I put my son in her.." I trailed off, thinking back.

"Mila on the other hand probably don't even trust yo' ass. So that's already a problem right there, shit ain't gon' work out like me and G."

"One of these lil' hoes gon' end up telling her something or you gon' slip up and she ain't gon' hesitate to leave yo' ass."

"Because ain't no trust." We spoke in unison and he shook his head.

"Damn.." He trailed off, thinking about it.

"It's just certain shit you can and can't do with your shawty. I love my girl and she love me and the trust is there so she ain't gon' question shit."

"Damn, man."

"I feel you."

*

Giselle
3 hours later

"Hey, GG." A group of girls came walking into the store and I waved, scrolling on my phone bored out of my mind.

Mila didn't have work today so I was here alone and Abir wasn't around, considering he'd finally found a new job.

Smiling to myself, I thought about what he'd look like at work. He'd told me he worked as a mechanic at a car dealership and I was ecstatic.

We were finally on the right path.

"I heard you're having a boy, G." One of the girls walked up to the counter, breaking me away from my happy thoughts. 

"Yeah.." I trailed off with a confused smile, wondering how she'd knew.

Abir and I had only just found out last week.

"Yeah, Kayla told me." She went on and I furrowed my eyebrows, wondering how the hell Kayla's fake ass knew but then remembered Poodie is her brother and Abir most likely told him.

Rolling my eyes discreetly, I kept a smile on my face as the girl continued talking about my baby and my business. And the same thing seemed to continue on all day with people walking in and out, asking me questions s about my baby, Abir and whatever else.

When 6pm finally rolled around, I couldn't be happier, leaving the store. My happiness was soon cut short though once I didn't see Abir's car outside.

Again.

He was late again for another time and now I genuinely couldn't understand. He said he gets off of work at 4 and his job isn't that far. There was no more reasons to be late.

"He gets on my nerves." I said to myself, pulling out my phone to call him but as soon as I did, his car came speeding down the block.

Giving him a look, he smirked to himself while I walked over to his car.

"Look at the time, calm yo' ass down." He said to me, pointing at the clock that said 6pm on the dot and I rolled my eyes with a smile.

"Shut up." I mushed him a bit and he leaned over to kiss my lips.

"I missed you."

"I missed you too." I responded as he looked into my eyes and I sat there, taking him in.

"Can we go to your house and watch movies while we cuddle?" I went on asking as we sat there a while and he nodded before pulling off.

"Fa'sure."

"Whatever you want, baby." He said, placing his hand on my stomach and I smiled wide.

"Okay."

Giselle
3am

Abruptly waking up, I laid in bed half way asleep as silence rang out in the house. It was pitch black in Abir's room now and the TV was off after the countless numbers of movies we'd watched. Stirring a bit, I slightly opened my eyes and leaned over, feeling that I was in bed alone. I shot up in shock, taking a look at the time.

3:01am it read.

I knitted my eyebrows in confusion, wondering why I was again waking up in Abir's bed alone. I continued to lay there though, thinking hard before I heard the front door open downstairs and then hard footsteps on the steps. Laying back down, I awaited his arrival as his room's door slowly open and I played sleep to get more information.

I squinted my eyes and watched as he looked from me to his shoes and quickly took them off before he put them in the closet. He then dug into his pocket and pulled out wads and wads of money, stuffing that into a bag.

No he did not lie to me. I thought to myself, feeling my anger beginning to seep through.

I continued to watch as he sneakily got himself together before he came over to the bed and bent down to kiss my lip. I wanted to curse him out in the moment but I was still stuck that he'd most likely lied to me.

His job. Him going legal but still I tried not to jump to conclusions. I was giving him the benefit of the doubt.

He held onto me as he shoved his head in the crook of my neck. All I could do was lay there, holding my anger and sadness in. I was going to give him the benefit of the doubt but if lied to me then he'd crossed the last line.

I loved him but obviously he didn't love me enough to give up something that could possibly hurt not only him but his girlfriend and our baby.

If he'd lied to me, this was over.

*