youngblood | a.i.

| Youngblood (noun) |
A person who lives freely with constant adrenaline pumping through their veins to disguise the pain hiding behind their eyes

-In which they shift from-

"I'm going to make your life a living
hell if you stay on this team."

"You've been doing that
since the day I met you."

-to-

"I hate how much I love you."

"The whole world could be collapsing
around me and I'd only care that
you're okay."

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A girl who doesn't believe in love because everyone who has ever loved her hurts her, and a boy afraid to love because all he does is hurt the ones he loves— a recipe for disaster; a twisted fairytale he orchestrated.

Anastasia Hemmings has always lived in the shadows, covering her pain in fake smiles, false confidence, and drowning her sorrows in alcohol. Ashton Irwin lived in the limelight, masking his misery in hat tricks, cocky smiles, and partying til he can't see straight.

"I had someone tell me once that living like a Youngblood hurts too, and I didn't believe them until you broke me."

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Meet The Characters

"Don't you dare fucking say it! Every person who has ever loved me, hurts me. I refuse to add you to that list. You're not allowed to love me."

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"If I could take it all back and we went back to the Ashton you hated and the Auni I wished I could have helped, I would. At least that way a part of you would still belong to me, even if it was the part that hates me."

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"You're in for one hell of a hangover."

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"Being a youngblood hurts too, but it shouldn't hurt this much."

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"Should have known he would pick out the one he would want to fuck her in."

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and more...

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PINTEREST BOARD-
-I've created a mood board for both Ashton and Anastasia as well as the whole book's and their relationship's aesthetic. If you want a deeper dive into their heads as characters, as well as outfits they wear and the vibes of their rooms, they are all pinned within their individual sections of the youngblood | a.i. Pinterest board.
-I will include the link here as well as my username (imkindawack) if you want to look it up.
-Highly recommend you check it out to make it easier for yourself to follow the complex characters, get an idea of the vibe the book follows, and photos/outfits described.
-A photo from within the Pinterest boards will be at the start of each chapter

http://pin.it/3wjBHOr

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Author's Note-

Hello everyone and welcome to youngblood! This is another one of my random brainchildren that I wanted to share. Here are some disclaimers before we get started-

-TW FOR- sexual assault, alcohol abuse, mature content (smut marked with * on chapter titles so you can skip), swearing, anxiety/depression, panic disorder, panic attacks, suicide, drug abuse, and more. To avoid spoilers for that chapter, there will not be individual chapters marked, this is a fair warning for the whole book. If you're not comfortable with any of those topics, please don't read as they are constant themes that make it impossible to mark individual chapters.

-Set in an alternative universe (different ages, no band, different looks at different ages, different location, ect.)

-You are welcome to interpret characters in any way you'd like for looks and such but the photos above are how I imagined them while writing.

I hope you all enjoy this book and please feel free to interact! I read all my comments so if you have any questions, leave them and I can answer, or anything else!! I love reading what you guys are thinking.

Hope you love youngblood like i do .

-b <8