High School Au- Bungou Stray Dogs AU

still breathing

TW: abuse, attempted su*c*de

Dazais P.O.V.

I wake up to chuuya and aku sobbing. "Huh- why are you guys crying-" "BECAUSE YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF!?!" I stay quite. Chuuya keeps freaking out and aku is in a corner sobbing. "How long was i out for? What day is it?" "A day or two. Its Sunday now." "Did you tell atsushi what happened?" "Yes but we made sure he knew you wernt dead since you still had a pulse. We just took his number off your phone-" "did he care...?" I barely my face in my sleeves. "Of course he cared. We all care." "...moris gonna be mad-" "ill deal with him" alu lokns at both of us "no- the best thing dazai can do right now is hide, we locked your door when we came in to check on you." I sit up slowly. "Can I have my phone. I wanna call atsushi" chuuya nods and hands it to me.

He answers almost immediately. "OH MY GOD THANK GOD YOUR ALIVE" "Y-yeah...hey- sorry if I seem out of it I just woke up im hiding in my room moris pissed." "Heym calm down. I'm just glad your okay" "th-thanks I guess... I probably won't come to school tomorrow. I probably can't even leave my room" atsushi starts saying things to calm me down, which worked. Once I get off the phone i look back at chuuya and aku. "Where even is mori?" "Drunk and passed out. If your gonna leave your room id do it now" I get up. "Should I run to atsushis house. You guys can come with me"

I text atsushi asking and he says it's fine. When we get there he runs up to me and hugs me. "Hey atsu" chuuya and aku akwardly walk inside. "I THOUGHT YOU DIED-" "Yeah- me to. But I'm still here and breathing so calm down." I pat his head and go to sit down. "I'm okay don't worry. And thanks for letting them stay for a while. None of us wanna be at home" "hey, its okay. I hope you all feel safe." He smiles a bit. "Safer than we were before yeah..." I stay quite. I'm a total reck. Atsushi grabs onto my hand. "You could've kept talking to me ya know, I wouldn't have minded." "...it's not important-..." I look at chuuya and aku. "Can i tell him everything thats going on?" They nod at me and I start crying and explaining everything about how mori treats us. Atsushi comforts me tye whole time. "Is it to much to ask if we could all stay here for a day or two- i get it probably is but-" "yeah ill try to work something out. My parnets are like always at work so it shouldn't be a problem."