High School Au- Bungou Stray Dogs AU

please dont hurt me

TW: abuse, almost panick attack

Dazais P.O.V.

I wake up to a screaming alarm clock. Iazily shut it off and get up. I forgot about all my homework I was to busy texting atsushi. I'll just do it during class. I throw on a hoodie and grab my school bag which I haven't even opened. I couldn't think straight yesterday all I could think about was atsushi. Hopefully mori thinks I've been doing my homework. I grab my phone from under my pillow and walk down stairs. "Took you long enough" "im sorry-" I get interrupted by a very harsh slap "dont talk back to me." I nod and walk out the door. I can feelyself starting to panick. Chuuya and aku look at me "dazai your shaking" "mori hit me." I barely manage to mumble. "Bastard- I'm gonna kill him-" "chuuya no. You'll just get all of us in trouble" aku looks at chuuya. "Yeah yeah whatever enough about that can we just get to school" I barley spit out

When we get there I've pretty much calmed down and I try to find atsushi. When I do he looks at me. "Hey, you okay?" "Yeah- just realized I forgot to do all my homework so I panicked." "Oh- don't worry im sure it'll be okay" hearing him say that called me down. I don't know how or why but it did. "You should get to class- your gonna be late." "Oh- yeah- by atsu" I quickly walk away.  Then i realize- I've definitely gotten attached.

I ditch in the middle of class and go wait for atsushi again. Once the bell finally rings and I find him we start talking again. Like we were yesterday. it just flows I don't need to try i just talk. I dont understand why the hell i feel so embarrassed. Once we get to lunch chuuya and aku start laughing when they see us and I give them an annoyed glare and sit down again. I don't notice but I keep subconsciously moving closer to atsushi and touching his hand and moving away when I notice. I just wish I could hug him right now. I feel so safe. When we hear the bell ring i statt following atsu. "Uh- can I walk with you?" "Sure but don't be late cuz of me?" "Alright" I laugh a bit.

I keel texting him in the middle of class and he keeps telling me to pay attention. 'Hey' 'dazai do your class work' 'but its borrriinngg' 'well I'm trying to focus' "oh sorry' 'its okay dont worry' I put my phone away and try to focus. Then i realized chuuya and aku were right. I love this boy.

Oh shit.

I LOVE THIS BOY!?!