High School Au- Bungou Stray Dogs AU

its gonna be okay

TW: mentions of s*lf h*rm

Dazais P.O.V.

When chuuya and aku got home I told them what happend. And they both freaked out and hugged me. "Dazai you siad you would stop-" "im trying...I didn't mean to it just happened." They both look at me and I start crying. "Look I know I shouldn't have but I didn't wanna bother anyone I tried not to I really tried it just happened I was panicking they wernt even that bad I didn't cut that deep-" "calm down. We aren't mad at you. You should probably take another day or two off" I nod slowly. "Well yeah I just don't wanna make atsu skip with me-" "if he wants to skip with you then let him. He loves you to death cant you see that?" "I guess but I feel kinda bad for him, being stuck with a moron like me" "Dazai don't talk about yourself like that. What mori says isn't true" "...can we change the subject please" "sure" they both nod

I spend most the day around atsu and he lets me cry when I need to. "Hey hey, it's all gonna be okay" "why am I still so scared? I'm safe now so why am I scared" "I don't know but it's normal to be scared, your safe." I scream into his shoulder and he plays with my hair. "Can we skip the next few days of school?" "Okay" he nods. "I don't wanna bother you I just-" "it's okay, you don't have to explain and your not bothering me." "Thank you..." I lay my head on his shoulder and he wraps his arms around me. "What if I need to go home at some point!?! I don't wanna-" "you won't have to" i stay quite and hug him tighter. I never thought I would love someone this much. Let alone someone love me back. "Thank you atsu...I'd probably be dead without you..."