High School Au- Bungou Stray Dogs AU

school bathrooms

TW: abuse

Dazais P.O.V.

Once I get to school me and atsushi text through most of our classes. I can't focus i just wanna talk to him. So this is what love feels like huh. "DAZAI" "AH SORRY HELLO" "pay attention" "alright" I put my phone away and pretend to listen. I just wanna talk atsushi everything thats been going on. Maybe I would feel better if I could talk to someone about everything. "Can I go to the bathroom" the teacher nods and I get up.

I stay in there for most of class and cry. Cry so much I can hardly breathe. Once I calm down a bit I start spamming atsushi. 'Hi atsu please answer i think I'm having a panick attack please I wish I could just hide with you for ever I don't wanna go home.' Once I heat my phone ding I check it. 'Dazai calm down. Itll be okay what happend?' 'Nothing i just have random panic attacks if im to stressed. Also im hiding in the bathroom.' 'Let me guess you want me to come in there and calm you down?' 'If it's okay then yes please...'

I few minutes later atsushi walks in and hugs me. There's a bathroom in the corner of the school no one ever uses. He wipes my tears away and hugs me. "Calm down dazai" "im trying. I hate school and I hate home i don't wanna go anywhere...I just wish I could stay with you or disapear" "dazai..." "there's way way way to much going on and I thought things were starting to get better but I was wrong and..." I start sobbing again. "If you need to tell me whats going on you can" I stay quite for a second trying to catch my own breath "...he hits us...and yells at us and everything me and the others do is always some how wrong and im scared..." he runs his fingers through my hair. "Its all gonna be okay. You can come over whenever you need, okay?" I nod slowly. "Th-thanks...I wasnt supposed to tell anyone any of that though..." he wipes my tears again and helps me up. "Its okay ill make sure you'll be safe, okay?" I nod slowly. Oh my God I love this boy.