High School Au- Bungou Stray Dogs AU

saftey

TW: bride mentions of su*c*de

Dazais P.O.V.

Chuuya and aku just ended up sleeping in atsushis living room and atsu let me cuddle with him while I feel alseep.

I burry my face in his shoulder. "Theres...one thing I didn't tell you" he looks at me. "Okay, go ahead?" Well its to late now. "...,I've been cutting myself...its not that bad- and its been like a week-" he kisses my cheek. "Dazai..." I look away. "Why?" I stay quite. "Look i don't wanna talk about it I just wanted to get everything off my mind- im sorry" he runs his fingers through my hair. "Can I see, I won't get mad i promise" "in the morning maybe..." he nods slightly. I cuddle up to him more and he keeps playing with my hair.

After a while he starts humming to me and I start to drift off to sleep. I feel safe. Geuinely safe. Like I don't need to worry about anything i can just be here and live. "I wanna stay like this forever...I feel so safe" "you are safe. I promise" and with that we both pass out.

When I wake up atsu is already awake "morning atsushi." I actually get up. Atsushi smiles at me. "..do I have to go to school" "yes dazai. Im sorry but you have to" "fine..."

Once the four of us get there I actually go to my classes. Were only gonna stay at atsushis for a few days. Until we can come up with something better. I hate everyone. I just wanna die. I start texting atsushi in class agian. He answers every once and a while. I never thought I could love someone this much. Hes so cute. His smile his laugh his voice. Just...him.

After class is over we all sit together at lunch like normal. We don't really acknowledge my little attempt from before. Which im glad. I just wanna pretend it didn't happen. We just talk about school and whatever. Atsu keeps grabbing my hand off and on. I don't mind but I try to hide how flustered its making me.