High School Au- Bungou Stray Dogs AU

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TW: s*lf h*rm mentions and urges, nightmares

Dazais P.O.V.

I spend most the day making sure atsushi takes care of himself. He keeps worrying about me but I don't see a point in that. "Dazai stop worrying about me go take care of yourself-" "no. You clearly need help" "so do you!?" We both stay quite. "Look atsu I'm gonna go be alone for a bit-" "no. I don't trust you alone." I laugh a tiny bit "you sound like chuuya and aku. Fine. I wouldn't trust me either"

We just end up watching movies until we both pass out. When we wake up we end up cuddling for a while.

"Dazai we need to get up now it's been hours" "...but I feel safe like thhiiss" "but we need to get up" "fiinnneee" he sits up and I cling onto him. "Cuddles" "dazy- are you okay your never this clingy?" "Yeah...I just had a nightmare-" I burry my face in his shoulder. "Oh- you could've just told me" "I didn't wanna annoy you..." I just let myself cry into his shoulder after I say that and he calms me down. "Dazy...its all gonna be okay calm dow-" "if I ask nicely can I have my blades back?" "No. You need to get better" "but I don't desevre to get better" "yes you do." I stay quite and start crying more.

Once the weekend is over and we need back to school I force myself to go. But when I get there my first period teacher pulls me out into the hallway after class. "Let me guess. I'm in trouble for skipping or im failing or something along those lines?" She just looks at me. "No...I was actually gonna say that you clearly have a lot going on and if you miss my class I won't mark you absent or take points off your grade" I just stand there. Is this some kind of prank? "..." "and if you ever need someone to talk to im here. I won't tell the school or call anyone-" "funny joke. What do you really want?" "I'm not joking" I stand there quietly for a second. "...thanks" I I off and leave but I know I'll end up telling her everything eventually.

A/N: HHIII SORRY THE UPDATE TOOK SO LONG