Cassie's POV
I felt cold and weak as I walked to school today. The about of blood I lost last night was not helping. I am pathetic.
But I still go to school. I have to be away from my house and my dad.
"Hey babe." Sam said.
I jumped at the sound of his voice. Come on Cassie. Døńt let him see. Døńt let him notice. He's gonna leave you.
"Hi Sam" I whispered.
"What wrong?" he asked
"Nothing" I replied.
My wrist suddenly started bleeding again. Oh no. Crap. Cassie come on! Get a hold on yourself!
"Shit" I cursed and mumbled profanities under my breath.
Sam smelled the blood and pushed my sleeves up. His face became pale as he saw my wrists. I saw him straining to fight back tears. Well great job Cassie! You made your mate cry. And he's an alpha!
"Did you do this to yourself?" he choked out.
"Yes" I whispered. Vivian, the school slut, suddenly popped out beside him.
"Baby, are you okay? Is this bitch bothering you? Don't worry she is a worthless, weak, ugly, fat piece of shit. You can come to my house later so we can have a little fun if you want. I know you want to go. You're very good in bed. What do you say? Meet me at my house after school?" Vivian asked, batting her eyelashes.
I couldn't take it anymore, I ran. I ran out of the school to my house. I climbed up the tree next to my window and climbed in. I got my fathers razor quietly and went into my bedroom. My breaths came out shorter but I didn't have an anxiety attack. Thank god.
I retraced the cuts making them deeper as the blood pooled on the wooden floor.
'I'm gonna need to clean that up later' I thought to myself.
'Stop please it hurts' Anika whimpered.
'I'm sorry Anika just a little deeper and then I'll stop.'
Then another voice came into my head.
'Stop hurting yourself, baby. Please. Where are you?'
'Sam?'
'Where are you'
'I'm at home. Not like you care. Just go back to your slut. ' I kept retracing the cuts.
Suddenly someone went through my window. Oh come on, how am I that stupid to not lock it!
"Sam" I whispered.
"Baby please stop. I can't take this. This hurts me too, princess. Please stop hurting yourself. I can't see you in pain. I'm sorry baby. Please forgive me." Sam said, tears coming down his cheeks.
The alpha was crying for me? Wow. That's so rare.
"All of what Vivian said was true. I'm weak, pathetic, and ugly as a piece of shit. Why would you even like me?" I said, as the depressing thoughts take over my mind.
"Nothing of what Vivian said is true. You are a smart, beautiful girl. Please don't doubt that."
Sam took the razor from my hands.
"Promise me you won't hurt yourself ever again" Sam said.
"I promise" I said. That promise will probably be broken but he doesn't need to know that.
Sam brought me to the bathroom washes the razor and my wrists and put a bandage on them so they would stop bleeding.
"You're meeting my parents today so you can move into our house." My eyes widened.
