Sam's POV
"Thomas, what the fuck weren't you supposed to be dead?" I yelled. I was scared, angry, and felt like I was dreaming.
"Well yes but some witches found me and revove me and taught me how to track mindlinks. I'm sorry Sam. I should have told you earlier. With that being said, I want her." Thomas said pointing at ......Oh my life just has to be so complicated right. He just had to choose Marianna didn't he. Alex's growl rippled through the room.
"And you will not get her. She is my mate you fucking bastard so don't lay a finger on her. Sam who the fuck is this asshole?" Alex growled from the other side of the room, covering Marianna's body with his. I looked to the floor.
"I'm sorry Alex but this is a guy who can help us find Cassie. But Thomas, I'm sorry but she's taken." I say. Then an excruciating pain came to my chest. I gasped and fell to me knees.
"Sam! What the hell is wrong with him?!" Alex yelled. Thomas put his hands up but he looked like he knew what was happening. Alex ran over to me with Marianna. My heart felt like it was being ripped out of my chest.
"Jax! What the fuck is happening?!" I yelled through mind link.
"Sam I'm sorry. Cassie is being fucked by another person." Jax said whimpering. My heart dropped. Then all I saw was red.
"Alex, evacuate everyone now before I kill someone right now." I growled. Alex then knew what had happened because he had heard of it.
"Everyone get the fuck out of here before he explodes." Alex yelled. They all paled. All of them knew what happened when I got mad. They all scrambled for the door. Alex left last. He looked sad. As soon as he left I started ripping everything in my office. Luckily, all my important papers were moved to the other room if Thomas had tried to look at them. I literally destroyed the room. I broke walls, took apart chairs and cabinets, kicked my desk and sent it flying, tore up unnecessary papers, and broke the window.
"Jax how many rounds have they done?" I asked my wolf.
"5 and they are done. We have to find them, and we have to do it soon.
2 months later(still Sams POV)
It's been two months. Two fucking months and I still haven't found her. I feel every time she gets fucked and it hurts. God I need her back. I'm not an alpha anymore. I can't run the pack without her.
--Cassie's POV---
Two months. I'm getting a baby bump but what I need is Sam. I miss him so much and every time I get fucked by Calvin I cry even more each time. I haven't even communicated with Anika. Why me? This sucks. Plus my dad makes sure to hurt me in ways that he doesn't hurt the baby. And yes, physically. Today they're injecting me with something that I don't know what the fuck it is.
"Hold her." Marcus says. I struggle but I know I won't get free. He jabs the needle into my arm and I wince. They exit the room and slowly the pain starts. I've heard about this and it hurt so fucking much. First time experience and it's my worst. There's only one word to explain this pain.
Hēāt.
I feel like my body is getting burned alive and most of all I need Sam. I wince as another wave of heat hits me and cry out loud. Why? Why does heat hurt so fucking much? It hurts like hell!! Fuck this shit. I start screaming as the pain intensifies and there's no way to help this. I scream until my throat is dry and then I start crying. The pain is too overwhelming. Is it just me or is the world fading off? Darkness consumes me and the last thing I feel is pain.
--Sam--
I feel it. She's in heat. How the fuck did they do that? She must be in so much fucking pain. And given the fact that she is pregnant, it must hurt even more. Why her? Why not me? I fucking hate myself!! I'm supposed to be there for her, I'm supposed to help her and I can't. I think I've killed two people already because Jax was out and he seekers revenge. It's unbearable. I destroyed five rooms and broke my knuckles ten times. And I have broken down many times. I'm a weak alpha without her.
'Sam, Marcus is part of the yellow dawn pack, the one that we were trying to ally with. He's their alpha and they travel a lot. That's why we can't track him.' Alex mind linked. I got angry. Fuming.
'You didn't even bother trying to find out who kidnapped her! I mean how stupid can you get! Obviously Marcus will have something to do with this. Who the fuck were you looking for this entire time?! Sometimes Alex, I feel like you don't want her back.' As soon as those words left through mind link, I regretted them.
'Alex I'm so...' I didn't get to finish because I was pressed against the wall. Alex's eyes were golden, which meant he was really angry. Like he could destroy the entire world.😡
"I obviously fucking care for her. She's my sister! She's almost everything to me and I don't protect her. Yes I know it's tough on you but look. You're pack is getting weaker. You can barely exit you're room before either tearing up a room, killing someone, or breaking down. You need to toughen up and help with this hunt. Or else you're the one who doesn't seem like you want to find her." Alex said and backed away, his eyes returning to his normal color. He looked panicked because he just technically insulted me.
"A-alpha I'm sorry I didn't mean to..." I cut him off and said
"You're right Alex. I should be helping. I'll be out in five." I said and dismissed Alex. I changed my clothes and took a shower. I left my office and ran to the pack border. I shifted and ran all around the pack border three times. When I didn't smell anything, I called all my men back to the pack square.
'Pack square now' I mind linked. When we all got there I said
"Pack you're stuff enough for seven days. We're leaving the pack and searching somewhere else. We have to go to every pack and talk to them. We have to find our Luna and we won't stop until we do. Thank you and we leave tomorrow." I go to my room and pack my stuff. Then I go to the kitchen and pack my food. Before I did that though, I ate like I was at a thanksgiving dinner. Hold on Cassie. Help is coming.
