Sam's POV
I showered and brushed my teeth. As I got out, I saw Cassie asleep on the bed. I smiled and got in next to her. I'm so lucky I have a mate who forgave me easily. I would have done anything to get her back. Anything.
I felt something wet on my shirt and looked at it. I saw blood and frowned. Why do I have blood on my shirt? I tried locating the source of blood when I froze.
It was coming from Cassie's wrists. I pushed up her sleeves and she woke up. I gasped. She had about 50 cuts on each wrist. She pulled her arms into her chest and she looked at me with panic.
She got out of bed and curled into a corner.
"Baby let me see your wrists" I pleaded her.
"Please" I said again.
She gave up and showed me her wrists. I went to the bathroom and got out antiseptic wipes and bandages. I started cleaning her wrists and she winced.
"You promised you wouldn't do this." I said quietly because I knew why she did this.
"You have no fucking idea how much it hurt to hear Anika tell me you were fucking Tania. It hurt like hell. So I did the only thing that came to my mind. I hurt myself." She said.
Tears filled my eyes as I cleaned her wrists. My tears silently fell and I kept blaming myself. It your fault. You did this to her. Why do you have this fucking problem, Sam?!
I placed bandages on her cuts and went to change my shirt. When I was out, Cassie was still in the corner, crying.
"Why are you crying baby?" I asked, feeling worse because it might be my fault.
"How do you think I'm not my father? I only know how to inflict pain. You're in pain because of me, Anika's in pain because of me, I'm in pain because of me. How could you like a pathetic piece of shit like me?" she asked, sobbing.
I pulled her into a hug and said
"I was the one who put you and Anika in pain. I fucked Tania and it was a bad mistake. A really bad one. I'm sorry and I regret everything that I did. You are not your father. You will never be him. Please believe me." I said.
I pulled away and looked into her eyes. She had stopped crying and her eyes looked so sad. Cassie put her hands on my shoulders and kissed me.
At first, we had our lips closed. But slowly, she parted my lips and our kisses started getting more lustful.
I put her on the bed and I get up to lock the door. With my hand on the doorknob, I stop.
We were using each other to take away our grief. This wasn't what I wanted. I unlocked the door.
"Lets just go to sleep." I said, and she agreed.
She curled into me and we both drifted asleep.
-Cassie's POV-
I woke up to Sam looking at my wrists. His face turned pale and I instinctively pulled my wrists into my chest. I jolted out of bed, panicked, and curled into a corner.
Was he mad? I broke my promise. What was he gonna do?
"Baby please let me see. Please." Sam pleaded.
I gave up and showed him my wrists. He went into the bathroom and came out with antiseptic wipes and bandages. He pressed the antiseptic to my skin and I winced and he started cleaning it.
The antiseptic burned and stung every time it hit my skin.
"You promised you wouldn't do this." Sam said quietly.
Those words were like daggers through my chest.
"You have no fucking idea how much it hurt to hear Anika tell me you were fucking Tania. It hurt like hell. So I did the only thing that came to my mind. I hurt myself." I told him.
I saw tears fill his eyes as he cleaned my cuts. He let them fall as he put a bandage over the cuts. Then he went to the bathroom to change his shirt.
As soon as he left, my heart broke into a million pieces. I sobbed and tears poured down my face like a waterfall. Why do you put other people in pain?
I saw the guilt in his eyes and I couldn't stop myself from technically saying it was his fault. Why are you such a bitch? Why would you say that?! I sobbed and cried as Sam came out of the bathroom.
Sam rushed over to me and asked
"Why are you crying baby?"
I cried even harder. He really cared about me and I hurt him. Well he technically hurt me but I know he was telling the truth when he told me he couldn't control himself. That's how horny male wolves are. Sort of. I managed to choke out.
"How do you think I'm not my father? I only know how to inflict pain. You're in pain because of me, Anika's in pain because of me, I'm in pain because of me. How could you like a pathetic piece of shit like me?"
I was pathetic. I didn't know how to control my emotions and I was weak. Sam pulled me into a hug. He said
"I was the one who put you and Anika in pain. I fucked Tania and it was a bad mistake. A really bad one. I'm sorry and I regret everything that I did. You are not your father. You will never be him. Please believe me."
I stopped crying when he said that. Sam pulled away and looked into my eyes, seeing the sadness in them.
I pulled me into a passionate kiss, which soon got heated. Sam pulled away, put me on the bed, and went to lock the door but paused. He stepped away from the door and said
"Lets just go to sleep." I felt upset and a little disappointed with but I knew why he said that.
We were taking away our sadness and guilt with love. I didn't want that for my first time either. So I agreed and curled into Sam, and fell into a dream, soon to be nightmare.
