God, I hate You

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bucky's pov

"she's gone! they've taken her" i shouted, running into the room where everyone sat together.
"..hydra" i panted at all the confused faces. they all jumped up after processing the words.
"what happened buck?" steve asked sternly. i explained the whole ordeal and they listened intently.
"suit up" steve said, before walking out with a few others.

i sat waiting for them all, my heart felt as if it was about to pound out of my chest. god i hated that girl, i hated her so much that i cared for her deeply. y/n was my weak spot. they all walked out and we made our way to the quinjet. i sat on the edge of my seat the entire time, my head racing with thoughts. i could tell the others were thinking the same, they all fiddled with their hands or talked hurriedly to eachother.

after we landed outside the place where y/n was tracked to. we cautiously made our way in, a few of us staying outside whilst the rest of us went inside. my blood ran cold at the feeling of being in one of these buildings again, but i shook it off and walked with sam, my hands holding my gun.

we still hadn't found the room she was in. hell the place seemed empty. just as we were about to search a different room, screams erupted from a certain room. all of us jumped at the sound but didn't run towards it, it was a manly scream, it didn't sound like y/n's at all. we made our way slowly towards the room, to find it filled with dead men, hydra men. the doctor who had been at the building was dead too, an injection stuck into his neck and the other in his ass. scott snorted when he saw the injection in the doctors backside.

there was a trail of blood on the ground, all of us followed it to find y/n leaning against the wall. a gun in each hand, she looked up and squinted when she saw all of us walking towards her.
"you're a little late" she said jokingly, attempting to pull herself up. i grabbed her hand and pulled her up, examining her face to make sure she was alright.
"what happened in here?" tony asked, specifically staring at the doctor. y/n snorted and shook her head,
"they were getting on my nerves", she said, kicking at one of the dead men on the ground. i smiled softly at her, happy that she was alright. she noticed my smile and gave me a little nod.

"nice one y/n" nat chuckled after scott told everyone about the doctor.
"thank god you are okay" pietro murmured, giving her a hug. when we all got back, she went to her room and i found myself following her.
"you okay barnes?" she asked when she saw me standing at her door. i chuckled and shook my head,
"i think i should be asking you that" i said, sitting on the chair at her desk.
"i'm fine.. oh here" y/n said, pulling a bunch of papers from her jacket and passing them to me. i took them and looked down to see a file about me and the tests they had done.
"didn't think they needed that, considering the fact that you're not a weapon" she chuckled, shaking her head. my hands shook as i gripped the file,
"thank you y/n" i said sternly, a small smile on my face.
"no worries barnes" she said with a half smile before sitting taking her jacket off and throwing it in the corner.
"drinks tomorrow?" i blurted out suddenly. y/n looked up at me with a confused expression.
"sorry i-" i began saying.
"sure" she said before looking down at the book which was resting on her lap. with that, i nodded and walked back into my room.