God, I hate You

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"y/n get down from there" bucky hissed, grabbing my hand and pulling me off of the bar top. a series of 'boos' echoed around the room as i fell down on top of bucky.
"well hello" i smirked, staring down at him.
"get up" he whispered, his eyes darting around to see if anyone was watching us and a big crowd of people were.
"embarrassed to be seen with me?" i scoffed before staggering onto my feet and sitting on a stool.
"of course not" he replied quickly, taking the seat beside me. i nodded at the bartender for another drink, just as they were about to make it, bucky pointed his hand at his neck and shook it from side to side, silently telling the bartender not to give me one.
"stop ruining my fun" i groaned, as i got off the stool and walked onto the dance floor.

"stephen" i cheered, grabbing his hands and lifting them up and down, slightly forcing him to dance with me.
"god no" stephen grimaced, trying to walk away.
"oh come on, my birthday dance" i whined, he sighed and took my hands again. dancing lazily with me. after a few minutes, bucky walked up, nodding at stephen. silently asking if he could take over and dance with me, stephen nodded eagerly and passed me over to bucky.
"i think you should get to bed, nearly everyone's left" he whispered, attempting to lead me out.
"i don't think so barnes" i chuckled, pulling him back onto the dance floor.
"oh there's no way i'm dancing in here" he said, embarrassment lacing through his voice.
"think of it as my present" i replied, swaying along to the music. he gave in and placed his hands on my waist, his eyes piercing into mine.

"you look beautiful" he murmured, i smiled at him,
"so do you" i cooed. he frowned slightly,
"i look beautiful?" he chuckled, i hummed in response,
"isn't that what i just said?" i replied. bucky took my hand and raised it, spinning me around. after he had spun me, i lifted his hand, nodding at him to spin.
"no i'm not doing that" he said softly, staring at his raised arm.
"do it" i tutted, going on my tiptoes to raise my arm higher so that he go under it. after a few seconds he complied and span under me, struggling slightly to bend down to get under my arm.

we fell into a small fit of laughter after that, i held onto his forearms, trying to hide my laughs with my head tilted down. when i looked back up, bucky stared down at me. a big smile on his face, i smiled back at him. he leaned down slowly, but i turned my head away.
"there's people here" i whispered, placing my hand on his chest, pushing him away slightly. he looked around before looking back down at me,
"i don't care" he murmured, locking his lips with mine. his cold, metal hand caressed my face, his thumb stroking against my cheekbone.
a bright flash made us pull away from each other, we looked around to see tony and steve standing there, tony held a camera in his hand. their eyes looked as if they were about to pop out of their sockets.
"no way" tony murmured, steve nodded along slowly,
"well uh-thanks for the party it was great" i blabbered, before turning in the other direction and quickly walking back to the lift.

after getting ready for bed, i slid under the covers. my eyelids were slowly closing before there was a knock on my door. bucky walked in and smiled at me before jumping onto the bottom of the bed,
"what do you want?" i groaned,
"manners y/n" he teased. i sighed and looked at him,
"why the hell did you kiss me?"
"well you didn't exactly reject it" he replied, furrowing his brows.
"well thanks to you barnes, we weren't able to keep it a secret" i spat, he pinched the bridge of his nose,
"why do you wanna keep it a secret so badly? are you embarrassed that you're with a monster like me?" he asked, standing up, his voice laced with pain and anger.
"no! no of course not, i just didn't want..god i don't know" i sighed, my head starting to spin.
"if you hadn't danced on the table like some stuck up princess, this wouldn't have happened either" bucky stated.
"oh so now it's my fault that i decided to have fun on my birthday? totally makes sense" i chuckled harshly.
"yeah it is, you put on a show for those men like i wasn't even there" he scoffed.
"you know what? get out." i said sternly, he took a few steps back,
"what?"
"i said get out. i can't be bothered to deal with you right now" i huffed, turning around on my bed and pulling the blankets over me.
"okay so just run away from your problems" he chuckled.
"i'm not running away from you right now am i?" i retorted.

he said nothing. a few seconds passed and i was certain that he had left. just as i was about to fall asleep, he came closer to my bed and a soft kiss was placed on my cheek,
"i'm sorry, goodnight doll" he whispered. i sighed and turned over, looping my arms around his neck.
"you're not a monster but you are a dick" i murmured into his neck. he smiled and placed a kiss on my shoulder, his hand rubbing up and down my back through the thin fabric of my shirt. our moment was interrupted by a knock on the door. it opened to reveal the whole team standing there like a bunch of teenagers,
"we saw the picture" scott said giddily, as all of them streamed in.
"oh for fucks sake" bucky and i groaned at the same time, knowing that we were never going to hear the end of it. around ten minutes of gossiping passed until bruce suggested that everyone should probably get out by now,
"well don't stay up any longer, mission in the morning" tony winked before closing the door.
"fucking idiot" bucky muttered, i slapped his hand,
"i think he's brilliant".