God, I hate You

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light smut
(not with bucky lmaooaodjhwhx)

my fingers smoothed over the silk fabric which hugged onto my thighs. staring into the mirror, i looked back at a girl i hadn't seen in a long time. my eye bags barely visible, my makeup subtle but pretty and my hair perfect, not a strand out of place. devi was in the other room, her other bridesmaids helping her get ready. those bitches didn't like me, they hated the fact that i was invited and i enjoyed every second of looking prettier than them.

devi and john had a lakeside wedding, devi looked amazing but john just looked like an old man in a suit, so pretty good looking.
"wow wow wow" scott chuckled to me, taking a seat beside me before giving me a big smile.
"you look great" i whispered to him as the ceremony started. scott gave me a little wink before turning to the ceremony. a long, boring ceremony filled with vows and tears. i stood at the side with the other bridesmaids, trying my hardest not to yawn after staying up late last night from facetiming nat and wanda.

the wedding reception started, nearly everyone was dancing but i decided not to. i sat on a bench beside the lake, staring at the ripples cascading over the surface of the water. scott joined me soon after, taking a seat beside me on the cold wooden bench.
"what's wrong?" he asked softly. i yawned and gave him a smile,
"i'm just really bored and the music they're playing is just.." i started saying, drifting off at the end.
"just terrible?" scott suggested. i nodded and agreed quickly.

we chatted for a while,
"photo?" scott shrugged, holding up his phone. i nodded as he passed his phone to a guest who was passing by, we sat under the fairy lights, the lake reflecting the view behind us. the woman took the photo and passed it back to us. after admiring it for a bit, scott went onto messages and started sending it to random people.
"woah what the hell are you doing?" i asked,
laughing nervously. scott grinned,
"we both look good and i think pietro and bucky would love to see you dressed like that" scott chuckled. i bit my lip, trying to hide my smile before shaking my head.
"so you do like bucky? be honest, i won't tell" scott whispered, tucking his phone into his pocket. i sighed and shook my head,
"no, i don't. we're just friends" i replied. scott nodded before standing up and holding his hand out.
"i'm bored, we have to go dance" he said before grabbing my hand and pulling me towards the party.

and so we danced, for a long time. scott ended up going back to his hotel room from drinking too much and left me sitting at the bar, humming along to the shitty pop songs as i sipped a cocktail. soon after, one of devi's friends came and sat with me. he was so hot. he had black hair, a piece falling over his forehead, his eyes a dark shade of brown and he smelt like heaven. after a while of chatting, he told me some things about himself. his name was christian, he was twenty six and he was a mechanic. perfect am i right?

we danced together for a while and the both of us ended up stumbling to his hotel room, lips locked. he closed the door behind us with his foot, not losing contact with me. after peeling off his jacket, he lay me down on the bed. maintaining eye contact, he stripped off his shirt and i watched in awe.
"god you're so pretty" he whispered in my ear, his fingers tucking into the straps of my dress and pulling them off my shoulders. i hummed in response as he took off my dress, goosebumps erupting all over my skin once i was fully exposed. christian unclipped my bra before attacking my chest with his mouth. his tongue flicking over my nipple and i covered my mouth, trying to stifle my noises.
"are you sure?" he asked, watching me intently, i nodded and watched as he peeled my underwear off and threw it across the room, his fingers playing with my clit as he kissed me deeply. i knew this was just a one night stand, but god i wish it wasn't.

christian took off his trousers along with his underwear. i squeezed my eyes closed for a second and opened them again to see him staring down at me as he ripped open a condom with his teeth and put it on. he positioned himself over me, before slowly plunging in. i gasped into his shoulder as he quickly strode in and out. he rolled onto his back and i positioned myself onto him, watching his jaw clench as i rode him.
"fuck" he groaned, i smirked at him and he noticed, so he pushed me onto my back and slammed into me.
"oh fuck" i hissed as i came, he chuckled deeply before kissing my temple.
"that's it" he whispered roughly, before cumming as well.

we both fell asleep after that. i was regretting my choices but at the same time i was happy that it happened. i pushed christian's arm off my shoulders before getting up and searching the room for my clothes. i decided not to leave my number and stifled a smile as i looked back at him once more, sound asleep. after slipping through the door, i made my way back to my hotel room and shut the door before giggling to myself slightly, it had been a long time since i had a one night stand.

just as i was about to go back to sleep, i checked my phone to see a bunch of messages from bucky, most of them telling me that i looked beautiful in that picture with scott. i texted back a quick 'thanks' before throwing my phone back onto the bedside table, did i feel guilty? fuck no. in all honesty, i felt pretty great. let's just hope he doesn't find out, because i really can't deal with a jealous metal armed man.