I walked in silence with Chis headed to the parking lot to the cars
Chris: so...
Sky: please don't talk just listen, I left Bryan 4 years ago because I thought he cheated on me, I now know that it was merely a prank for his Youtube channel but I left before he could explain, yes I was pregnant with his child and planned on telling him that afternoon but that never happened, I left and went back to jersey and with all the memories I ended up in a mental hospital because even with a baby in me I was suicidal-
I paused letting a few tears roll down my cheeks as I thought about how bad it had been
Sky: after she was born I was givin one month to try to get better or she would be taken from me so I got better and decided to leave Jersey and go to Georgia where I met Tyson my current boyfriend at the time Brooklyn was only a few months old and we were only friends but he helped me get back on my feet and even got me here to Florida
I took a deep breathe knowing that my past was tragic but I didn't want or need his pity
Sky: I know that you told Bryan that I have a kid, I know that he knows its his because I'm to loyal- I don't know what your trying to get out of this but Chris if you care about me at all you need to go home and pretend we never had this conversation
Chris: you wanna know?
Sky: know what?
Chris: what my coming here was for
I nodded
Chris: I needed to know that you were okay, and that all this time Bryan hasn't been looking for nothing
Sky: Chris I can't have him just come back into my life
Chris: why not? Brooklyn is his kid too
Sky: he just can't, he's never done anything for her I raised her alone, not him
Chris: because he didn't know, and why can't he know his daughter? why cant you even talk to him?
at this point both of our voices started to get a little louder and I felt as if I was about to be hit with a tear storm of my own
Sky: because he can't, I can't do it I DON'T WANNA BE SUCKED BACK IN
Chris: WHAT ARE YOU EVEN TALKING ABOUT?
Sky: I LOVE HIM CHRIS, I ALWAYS WILL BUT- but I can't do that to Tyson
and there it went
the one thing I never wanted to admit out loud
to anyone
Chris: your refusing him from knowing his daughter because you know that if you see him again you know you are gonna leave Tyson, and you feel you owe him too much for that
Sky: yeah-
Chris: do you even have feelings for Tyson?
I stayed silence knowing I couldn't bring myself to say the answer out loud
Chris: so your just pity dating him?
.......
Chris: ay yi yi Skylyn always too nice for her own good
Sky: I have to go back in
Chris: look can I just meet my niece? please
Sky: fine- meet me here at 2 pm and then you can follow me to Carlas house
Chris: Carla?
Sky: Tyson's mom
Chrsi: oh okay well i'll see you at 2
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sorry I have been off lately a lot has been going on and I just needed a little time but things are better so everything should return back to normal soon
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Fantasyhe was there for you, then he wasn't, when he returns home will you go back to how you were or will you drift further apart *COMPLETED*