Colleen POV
I have 3 weeks to go before the end of the tour. Josh had stayed with me pretty much for the last two months but he had to go back to LA. I said goodbye to him yesterday and I miss him terribly already. We released a video to our fans this past week before he left announcing the baby. Twitter world went crazy. The video went into a million views in one day. People were genuinely so happy for us and I was glad it was out there in case my fans at my show thought I was a little slower or fatter. Now they know why.Today Rachel and I had a day off so we went to Target and bought a whole bunch of bridal magazines to go through for her wedding. We grabbed some food and headed back to the hotel. I always put my feet up whenever possible. My legs were feeling the extra weight.. As soon as we got back to the hotel I climbed into PJs and flipped through a magazine while Rachel looked through another. "Doing ok Colleen?" she asks me. "Yup. Just tired faster" I say while rubbing my stomach smiling. "When are you and Matt planning on having one?" I ask Rachel. "Soon!" she says. "Hoping to get married in June and as soon as it happens we would be thrilled" she says. I smile. "I can't wait til July" I say. Rachel smiles. I look through some more magazines before I lay down and go on my phone. Josh calls me for the 900TH time today.
Josh POV
"Hey baby" I say. "Hey hun" she says. "How are you feeling? feet up?" I ask. "I am laying in bed babe so yes" she says laughing. "Good girl" I say. "Love you Josh" she says and starts sniffling. "baby don't cry cause you will make me cry" I say. "Okay" she says and goes silent. "Have a good sleep sweetheart" I say and I hang up. I miss her more than anything. I wish I could still be there. I have to keep thinking a few more weeks and she will be home for good and I can take care of her.
I jump onto my laptop and start emailing and editing and I notice a notification comes up. Its from Colleens private channel. I click on the link and Colleen is talking to me from her phone from earlier today. Tells me she misses me and that she loves me more than the world. I find myself staring at her on the screen. I have to stop doing this. So I quickly close my laptop and go to bed. I am stressing out without her so I can't imagine her without me.
