Pretty little liars Growing up

ch. 75: new feelings

A/n i can't believe this book is coming to an end but i hope you guys enjoy it like i did writing it but don't worry there's going to be a sequel!

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Time jump!

It's april on a Saturday Amanda and Savannah are having lunch at the park eating subway

'Are you allow to talk about therapy?' Amanda asks

'Like to their partner?' Savannah asks

'Yeah' Amanda says

'If the person wants to, how's it going for you?' Savannah asks

'Pretty good, she said that if I keep going to the crash site over time I'll be seeing it as a place of how grateful I am to be live instead of a place of pain' Amanda says

'Mine said the same thing and do it together too' Savannah says

'Is that something that you want to do?' Amanda asks

'In due time' Savannah says, then Brittany texts Amanda

'Sorry' Amanda says

'It's fine it could be your parents or something important' Savannah says, Amanda looks at the text and reads it

'Not even close but oh my god' Amanda says, in disbelief, Savannah looks at her confused

'What is it?' Savannah asks

'Um, promise me you won't get Mad and do something stupid' Amanda says, she looks at her

'It depends on what is going on with Brittany, so spell it' Savannah says

'Um we know that you don't like cheating of any kind' Amanda says

'Yeah ok' Savannah says

'Um Brittany just texted me saying that Nick cheated on her with another friend of ours' Amanda says

'Who?' Savannah asks

'Amy she's also on the softball team too' Amanda says

'Talk about somebody I can't stand, those two are made for each other, I like Brittany more then those two' Savannah says

'I think you guys are alike and that's you guys always fight, with your guys sarcasm, your guys attitude, your guys temper, but you guys always have your sweet and carrying sides too when you guys want to that is' Amanda says

'Oh god we are the same person' Savannah says, Amanda laughs

'You like her as a friend right?' Amanda asks

'Yeah maybe we can friends, I'm already friends with Hailey' Savannah says

'True' Amanda says

'Have you noticed that her and Hailey have been playful fighting lately like we do now?' Savannah asks

'Yeah, why do you think they like each other in that way?' Amanda asks

'Ok I know that Brittany is straight and all, and Hailey is gay but i was straight before I started dating you' Savannah says

'Oh yeah, I would love to see them date actually, well you know that I'm gay, have you figure out what you are and if not then its ok to not labeled yourself' Amanda says, Savannah smiles

'Actually I have and I am pansexual' Savannah says, Amanda smiles

'I thought it would be that or bi' Amanda says

'Your gaydar is always on point' Savannah says, Amanda laughs

'She wants to hang out tonight but we have plans and she can't be around Hailey right now' Amanda says

'Why?' Savannah asks

'She's been having sex dreams about them a lot lately' Amanda says, Savannah's eyes widened

'Seriously?' Savannah asks

'Yeah I know, might as well do it, it's obviously that Nick didn't care about her for those two years that they was together, ok maybe at the beginning' Amanda says

'Tell her to tell Hailey about the sex dreams maybe she feels the same way, you never know unless you tell the person that you like that you like them' Savannah says

'Like me' Amanda says, in a sad voice

'Not just you' Savannah says, Amanda looks at her confused

'What do you mean?' Amanda asks

'Don't get Mad because I didn't know what these feelings was at the time but after my last boyfriend cheated on me i started to notice that something was different about me whenever you or one of my other female friends would come around, I would stare at them or you, I thought at the time i was admiring the female bodies but now that l think about it now I was starting to be attractive to females but i just bury them deep down inside of me until now' Savannah says, Amanda smiles and puts her hand over Savannah's hand

'I understand what you're saying because I did the same thing too until I realized that I knew that i am gay but we all go through this differently it just takes time and patience from yourself to figure out who are, and I'm glad you're talking to me about these things' Amanda says, Savannah smiles and lifts up Amanda's hand and kisses it

'Thank you for not being mad' Savannah says, Amanda smiles, she gets up and starts walking towards her

'Babe if you think that you could have told me that you was attractive to females at the time that would make us to start to date then you're wrong because back then that happened two years before I started liking you in that way, we was thirteen i didn't start liking you until fifteen' Amanda says, as she walking up to Savannah, she sits down on her lap

'But I'm glad that we're together now and I wouldn't change a thing ok maybe telling you sooner though other then that nothing else, besides the timing was wrong too, we hitting puberty and our hormones were starting to come into play also' Amanda says

'I didn't think about puberty, that hit us like a bitch' Savannah says, Amanda laughs and kisses her

'Yeah, well somebody's hormones are going to act up tonight because Brittany agreed with you about telling Hailey about the sex dreams about them' Amanda says

'Wow, ok tell her I want details tomorrow, I don't care if I'm in church or not, Easter is tomorrow' Savannah says, she only goes to church on special occasions

'Ok well do, I can't believe its April and we're going to graduate next month' Amanda says

'I can't believe our one year is coming up soon too in November' Savannah says, Amanda smiles

'I know it's crazy, ava's and Claire's second year, Addison's and Caitlin's too' Amanda says

'I know, we're growing up' Savannah says

'I know but until then let's just enjoy the night, come we gotta get ready for our date tonight' Amanda says, she kisses her and gets up she pulls Savannah up and they leave