Pretty little liars Growing up

ch.74: relapsed 💔

Later that night at Amanda's house her and Savannah are laughing at the journals on her bed

'Ok is it bad that I can picture us doing some of these?' Savannah asks

'Well I do have sticky notes, the little ones' Amanda says, she gets up and walks up to her desk

'Do you have different colors?' Savannah asks

'Every color of the rainbow' Amanda says

'That's what she said' Savannah says, Amanda chuckles, she gets green, yellow and red, she walks up to Savannah and gives them to her then lays back down beside her

'I thought that color of the lights would make it easy for us, green could be we can do it, yellow a little complicated, and red it stays in the book' Amanda says

'Sounds good to me' Savannah says

'What's the next one?' Amanda asks

'The picnic table, this should be interesting' Savannah says

'Oh my god, I'm afraid where my mind went to in this one' Amanda says, Savannah chuckles

'It was foggy night in the woods I was sitting on the picnic table on my phone I was wearing a black tank top, blue jeans, then something made me look up and I saw Savannah wearing a silky dress that stop midway down her thighs and she slowly walk towards me in a sexual way she finally gets to me she just stares at me for a few seconds then she starts running her nails up and down my thighs and i sat there frozen don't know what to do she smirks at me and then she sits down beside me we never took our eyes off of each other then she starts to lean in and our lips meet then i lay down on the picnic table and she gets on top of me still kissing

I want to keep the rest of it to myself because you always have to keep some things private -A, Savannah finishes reading

'Green?' Amanda asks

'Yeah and a cold shower' Savannah says, Amanda laughs and hands her a green sticky note, Savannah marks it

'How are you not hot and bother?' Savannah asks

'A little bit' Amanda says

'Anyways the only picnic table I can think of is the one where we got into that car accident a couple of years ago' Savannah says, Amanda sits up

'You never did see my scar after that did you?' Amanda says, Savannah looks at her

'No I haven't and I never knew that you had one' Savannah says

Amanda rolls up the left side of her sweats all the way up to her thighs and there's a white line across her left thigh Savannah looks at it

'May I?' Savannah asks, Amanda nods yes, Savannah rubs her fingers across the scar and kisses it, Amanda smiles

'My therapist says that the scars are not a reminder of what we went through but how much we survive it, not just physical but mental and emotionally' Savannah says, Amanda smiles

'Your therapist is a smart person' Amanda says, Savannah sits up and wipes her tears away then kisses her

'I might have to start going back to therapy' Amanda says

'You should it might because I can that you been struggling to keep yourself together from that guy to Katie and everything else' Savannah says, Amanda smiles

'You know me too well' Amanda says, Savannah smiles and kisses her

'I'll talk to my parents about it tomorrow' Amanda says