"I hate him."

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It was him.

The man that almost killed you.

You immediately walked out the door and shut it.

You were paralyzed. Not from fear, but from anger

"Rogers," you said through your gritted teeth as calmly as possible.
"Y/N please lis-"
"No Cap. YOU listen!" You pushed him in his chest "You know that guy in there will probably die if I go back in." You stared into his eyes.
"Look I know what this looks like. He was under mind control! He was brainwashed!"

You laughed sarcastically. "Nuh-uh Rogers. I'm not having this conversation with you again."
"Y/N just listen!" He raised his voice.
You looked at him.
"You are my only hope right now. You have to help him remember what happened before he was brainwashed. This is really important not only to me but to the rest of the team. If you don't help me you'll let down, not only me, but them too."

Damn he was good at these speeches.

"Fine. But if he tries anything, I swear to god Steve."
He let out a sigh of relief and opened the door for you to come back in the room.

You entered the room. He turned around again looking at you. His gaze pierced through you.

You slowly walked in-front of him and grabbed a chair. You sat down and crossed your legs. He looked down ignoring you.

"Ok," you sighed "Bucky." You said.
"Don't call me that." He said lifelessly without looking up at you.
"Tell me your full name." You rolled your eyes.
"James Buchanan Barnes."

Barnes.

"Barnes, are you a girl?"
He didn't say anything just looked up at you confused.
You rolled your eyes "I asked that for you two answer. I need to see what you look like when you're actually telling the truth. So respond for god's sake."
"No." He said coldly.
"Barnes what was the last thing you remembered after you woke up as...You."
"I was strapped to a chair. Then they did it. And then I woke up here."

"Did what?" You asked taking out a notepad.
"Wha-What are you doing?" He asked looking at your notepad.
"Nothing. Just answer the stupid question." God he was already annoying you. He noticed you getting angry.

"Look," he said "I don't know what I did to you before this, but I'm sorry okay. I had no control over it."
You looked at him. "You almost killed me."
He didn't look surprised at all. All he did was just look down and mumble something under his breathe.

"Answer.The.Question.Barnes." You said through your gritted teeth.
"They would regularly make me forget. Things."
"Who's they?" You asked scribbling something in your notepad.
"HYDRA."
Your heart skipped a beat.
"Damn," you accidentally said out loud.

"What do you know about Cap?" You asked him.
"Cap?"
"Steve Rogers," you rolled your eyes.
"I know I used to be friends with him. We fought at war together. Then I was caught. He saved me."
"Well clearly not," you coughed.
"What?"
"Nothing." You scribbled a few more notes into your notepad.

After about an hour of psychological exercises, questions and arguments you were finally done for the day.

You walked out the door literally exhausted.

"How is he?" Steve immediately came over to you.
"I hate him." You said bluntly. "I'm trying to help him I really am but I just can't Steve." You rubbed your face annoyed. The door opened behind you "You know I heard that," said Barnes. You didn't turn around you just walked out the apartment door, sat in your car and drove home.

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