{Looking Out for You- Joy Again}
You and Bucky had some Pizza and were chilling on the couch. He laid down on your lap while you messed around with his hair. He said no braids. But you were totally tying braids.
"Y/N," he said in a stern voice.
"Whaaat," you laughed.
"Ones enough." He referred to the braid he always had.
"But it's like therapy to me."
He sighed in response not saying anything else.
"Hey do you know where Steve went?" You asked Bucky.
"No. I thought you did."
"I only know that he and Stark, and well Sam, are trying to find a solution to your mind...problems." You said.
He suddenly sat up.
"Woah!" You put your hands up.
He rubbed his face frustrated.
"What's wrong? They're only trying to help."
"I know, I know." He breathed.
"Well you should be grateful."
"You have no idea how grateful I am Y/N, but that's the thing. People are doing so much for me and I just can't give them anything in return and it's really frustrating."
You smiled tilting your head to the side. "You are so selfless sometimes."
"Did you know I killed Starks parents?"
"WHAT!?" You jumped out of shock. Killed Tony's parents? And Tony knew? And still helped him? That was a very un-Tony thing to do.
You swallowed, scared and surprised. He saw the look you had on your face.
"Exactly," he said turning away "I don't deserve anything that's being done for me, and I couldn't care less if I was being controlled, I still did it."
You tried to calm yourself down in this situation.
"H-hey," you hugged him from behind still in total shock. "It's ok, you should be happy that you're surrounded with people who love you and care about you."
He sighed. You rested your head on his back screwing your eyes. "It'll all get better."
He held your hands from the front "I love you so much."
"I know," you chuckled planting a kiss on his cheek. He leaned back falling on your.
"Bucky!" You laughed.
"I'm dead, don't bother me, just let me be."
You laughed putting your hand over his face.
"I'm never leaving you." He whispered.
"I know. Cause I won't let you," you chuckled.
"I'm counting on it."
