could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

flat line

ASHLEYS POV:

i stood there waiting for mari to respond i mean she seemed even worse then me and andy, i guess if your best friends with someone for as long as her and addy have been friends then this type of thing must hurt a lot yet she's holding all of us together. 

“ok i know you guys consider her family but she is my family she's all i had for the longest time she took care of me when no one else did and when she's sad or hurt I'm 10 times worse i don't mean to yell at all of you.” 

“sweetheart it will all be ok i swear” jake said walking up to her hugging her. i need to go talk to her i was such a fool to be mad. “look mari your right I'm not important now she is, and ill do what ever it takes to keep her safe” 

mari looked at me like i had never spoken an intelligent word in my life before now and said “and if you do end up hurting her i will make sure you get it even worse now go tell her your sorry for being an idiot.” 

i shook my head ok and turn to go inside, “and ashley?” “yeah” “can you please ask her if i can talk to her after you do?” i turned to face mari the hurt in her eyes almost threw me back she was on the edge i could see it she was going to brake any second. 

“of course i will” i walked inside taking in a deep breath mari said addy could brake any second and might do something to hurt herself i couldn't live with myself if i let it happen, 

if addy died i couldn't go on she's my whole life the thing that brings me endless smiles and makes me happy, i don't even know how i lived without her, and i know i don't every want to try. 

i walked down the long hallways turning and twisting intill i got to her room. i walked inside she was in the bed staring blankly out the window, it was almost like she wasn't alive if her chest wasn't moving up and down you couldn't have known. 

“addy?” she looked at me, more like through me she didn't seem to even see me her face stayed blank of all emotion, she looked so lifeless is was unreal. “yeah?” she said  in a raspy voice. 

“addy i wanted to say I'm an idiot i should never have gotten mad right now if you need andy then you will have andy i want anything you want if it will help you ill run and get it please just know i love you more then anything in the world.”

she stayed in the same blank emotionless state intill she said “its fine we all get angry some times, and i love you to” then without a second thought the machine she was hooked up to started beeping rapidly.

her whole body seised up and nurses rushed into the room pushing me aside holding her down, i looked from addy to the machine, intill it started to beep and the line on it went flat. i heard the nurses yelling something to echother and to the doctor.

but the only thing i was focused on was the sound of the machine flat lining and how addy chest wasn't moving up and down. i felt my own heart drop, and a nurse turned to me and pushed me out of the room.

  

“you need to go to the waiting room we will inform you on her condition shortly” and she pushed me down the hall talking but it was like my mind was still in that hospital room with addy.