could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

new romance or old?

“come with me ash” we left the bunk and into the other room where andy jinxx and jake where. ashley let go of my hand when andy looked up. i said “andy can we go talk?” he shook his head and we went into the bathroom 

“andy just hear me out ok?” i grabbed his hands then he shook his head yes. “andy you are the best and yes i did or maybe do love you but the thing is you broke my heart and i cant see past that right now, maybe some time in the future.” 

“addy no you aren't saying what i think you are.” “andy you cheated you cant expect me to forgive you i love you but now its hard for me to look at you.” i sighed i didn't know what else to say. “addy dose that mean your going to date ash?” 

i shook my head “i don't know right now I'm to messed up you really hurt me and i don't know what i want.” “addy i wouldn't ever hurt you agin.” “but andy the thing is you did hurt me and you made me hate myself you cheated i would have forgiven you faster if you did anything else, even if you had hit me...” 

i sighed then said “andy look ok I'm only saying this i want to be friends i want to forgive you and intill then lets just be friends.” andy hugged me then said “addy i love you I'm sorry. and for now i will respect you.” i walked out then ash said “what did you say?” i rolled my eyes “ash why would you care?” 

“because wait come here.” he looked at andy and grabbed my hand pulling me out of the room and he held both of my hands looked me in the eyes “because addy i want to be with you i love you more then anything.” 

i hugged him then put my head on his shoulder and said “what do you want from me ash?” “I want to be with you i want you to say yes to me whats the worst that could happen?” 

“you know what fine your right whats the worst that could happen” i said almost yelling pushing him away. “really you will be my girlfriend?” he said smiling i rolled my eyes then said “whats the worst that could happen you cheating on me?” i said loud enough for andy to hear. ashley hugged me then said “i would never hurt you.” 

i smiled and said “but I'm still not fully ok with well I'm still recovering you need you understand that.” he kissed my fore head then said “I'm here for you always.” i smiled and said “thanks.” “addy i love you.” “ashley i like you a lot but i don't know if I'm ready to say love.” 

he smiled “addy I'm fine with that take your time but i love you.” i smiled then said “can we just go at my speed.” “addy take your time but know overtime you smile i want you to know I'm only thinking about holding you in my arms and kissing you.”

i smled then said “that may be ok” i said smiling at him. he leaned down then said “so if i kissed you this time you wouldn't hit me or yell?” i smiled and said “you will never know intill you try. ash smiled the kissed my cheek, then put his hands on the back of my head pulled me closer and kissed my lips. 

for the first time when he made a move it didn't make me feel awful this time i let him i kissed him back and i didn't pull away. i smiled as ash said “wow this time i wasn't hit or yelled at.” i hit him playfully then before i could say anything i saw jake smiling at us and saying “oh look at this a wild ash in his natural habitat.” 

i said “jake!” and we all laughed. i looked over his shoulder to see andy almost in tears ash saw the same thing then said “ addy you didn't cheat, he did you broke up and now you have me.”