could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

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ADDY’S POV:

i walked to motionless in whites bus i walked on “hey ghost wheres chris?” i asked greeting ghost with a hug. “hes in his bunk but i don't think he wants to see anyone right now.” i turned and walked to his bunk then pulled back the curtain to see chris laying there crying. 

“hey whats wrong?” i asked getting in the bunk. “nothing I'm fine” “come on chris talk to me please.” i said hugging him. he hugged me back then said “its my girl friend she cheated on me.” 

i shook my head “come on you shouldn't be crying so many other girls would kill to be with you.” he hugged me tighter “you always know what to say” i kissed his cheek then said “come on.” we walked off the bus and walked to the stage. 

“look chris you have an awesome life your the lead singer in a rock band, with thousands of fans, you help people with your lyrics, you can do so much better then some girl who doesn't know what she lost.” 

he hugged me then whispered “i only want one girl.” i smiled “then get who ever it is your fucking chris motionless you can get who ever you want.” he shook his head “i don't think you understand.”

“what?” i asked confused “the girl i want is you.” he said looking into my eyes, he leaned closer but just then, andy walked by “now i know why you kissed me back on your birthday your already cheating on ash with him” 

i turned to andy “no its not like that, i was just.” “save it I'm telling ash” andy said walking away. i turned to chris then sighed and sat on the floor. “why is life so hard?” i thought out loud. “its only hard because your so amazing life likes to mess with the best of us.” 

i shook my head “what am i going to do about ash, why would he take my word over the word of a friend he's had for years?” “ill go with you and we can explain.” chris said sitting down wrapping his arm around me. 

“no i think I'm just going to talk to him alone.” i said standing up and walking to the bus. i walked out of chris’s sight then turned i wasn't in the mood to deal with ash and andy i just want to be alone for awhile. 

i walked around out side for what seemed like hours but could it couldn't have been more then an hour. i sat down under some tree and just thought. 

ASHLEYS POV:

i was out with jake walking around when andy caught up with us “hey man” i said greeting him “ash i have something to tell you” he said looking slightly happy. “what is it?” i asked waiting to hear some good news 

“i saw addy and chris and i figured it out why she didn't push me away when i kissed her it was because she was already cheating on you with chris you should have seen them he was just about to kiss her.” 

i shook my head “that cant be right” “im telling you i saw it myself and addy just stood there.” andy said defending himself. “andy are you sure you aren't just making this up in your head?” jake said trying to calm me down. 

“im sure i know what i saw jake” andy said responding sounding slightly pissed off. “look maybe we should…” i cut jake off “im going to beat his lying ass.” i said letting the part of me that was hurt take over. 

“calm down lets just go back to the bus and talk to addy.” jake said getting me to walk to the bus with him. i walked ahead of andy and jake i pulled open the door and slammed it behind me. i walked straight to my bunk and just sat there. 

“whats wrong with him?” i heard jinxx say referring to me  “lets just give him some space for now” jake said getting everyone to shut up. i sat in my bunk with my head spinning how could she do this to me? how long had she been cheating? why would she do that after andy cheated on her? 

my head was questioning overtime she said she was hanging out with chris was she just sleeping with him? and why would he do that to me? a good hour went by before jake came to my bunk and made me move to the other room where everyone was. 

my emotions where everywhere i wanted to cry but at the same time i wanted to smash chris’s smug face in. i just put my face in my hands sitting there, i swear i was going to explode. thats when the door opened, i didn't even look up at first. 

“hey wheres addy?” i heard chris say like nothing ever happened. “you bastard!” i yelled shooting my head up. i launched at him pushing him back out side the bus and on the ground. jake and jinxx pulled me off him holding me back. 

“what did i do?” chris asked stunned and still on the floor. “you lying piece of shit and your just going to pretend like  nothing ever happened” i said still trying to brake free of jake and jinxx. “calm down what are you talking about?” 

chris sounded like he didn't know, like he didn't know i knew he was sleeping with addy the whole time. “you and addy!” i screamed at him. “wait didn't she talk to you right after andy and explain?” 

i calmed down maybe there was a reason for what happened. “no all we know is that andy saw you two almost kiss.” jake said letting go of his grip some what. “no, andy saw addy hugging me trying to cheer me up, then before she could explain he walked away, she told me she wanted to talk to you alone then left to your bus like ten seconds after andy. that was like three hours ago.”

“wait so addy hasn't been cheating on ash with you?” jinxx sounded almost surprised. “no of course not she would never do that to him, she was still beating herself up from andy kissing her she’d never be able to handle cheating on you ash.”

“im so stuipd how could i think she would do that?” i said finally pulling my arms away from jake and jinxx. “wait has anyone seen her since she left chris three hours ago?” andy broke the silence. his words ringing in my ears. 

“no, ones heard from her since she walked away to go talk to ash.” mari said almost in tears. “calm down I'm sure she's ok” jake said hugging her, she was thinking the same thing as the rest of us.