could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

she wants you

i tried not to make to much eye contact because i would start crying i knew i would. andy grabbed some water and said “ash, i know how you feel i love her to.” i shook my head then said “i know man are you ok?” he shook his head “no but we have to act like we are.”

he walked back and called said “we are gonna play and old one savior” we all started our parts. i walked over to andy and played up aginst his back well he sang. 

“ok guys this is our last song of the night.” andy shouted as we where all goofing off. “we are going to play another old one for you youth and whisky.” i sighed addys favorite song we all knew why andy called it out. 

we all started playing, andy started singing i was jumping around putting on a fake smile laughing and goofing off with jake and jinxx cc kept making faces to cheer me up like he always dose. 

“good night guys!” andy yelled as we walked off stage, i was first off i couldn't keep up the fake smile for much longer thank god there was no signing after the show i would never be able to do that. 

every one followed behind, “are you ok?” jake asked me “no can we please go back?” i said trying so hard not to cry “ok lets get going." we got a car to the hospital and loaded out. 

we walked into the waiting room mari was sitting on a chair with her head in her hands. “what happened?” andy beat me to asking he sounded as worried as i felt.

“i guess she woke up but she wont talk to anyone” i sighed at least she was ok. i walked to the desk and said “is addy awake?” “she refuses to talk to anyone” “look I'm her boyfriend, can i please try to get her to talk?” the lady at the front desk shook her head. 

she moved from behind her deck then said "come on follow me to her room." we walked down a hallway made a few turns then stopped “shes in there see if you can get her talking we got back the test results and the doctor will come in soon to talk with her. "

i walked in to the room and saw addy in a hospital bed with tears streaming down her face, “addy what happened?” she looked over to me her face was plain with almost no emotion she looked so cold. 

she looked in my eyes, then turned her head and looked away saying nothing. “addy come on talk to me” i walked closer to her. “go away.” her voice sounded just like she looked weak but cold with no emotion. 

“addy what happened?” i asked putting my hand on hers. she pulled away then said “nothing just go away.” “addy i have never seen you like this I'm here for you, tell me what happened.” 

“ashley i told you to go away i don't want to, just go back to the bus and leave.” she sounded pissed now. “addy why would i do that ever? ok something happened to you and i want to know what it was.” 

i kept my voice steady. “i said go away i don't want to talk about it, just go away” she was so cold disconnected i had never her heard like this before. “addy what happened to you your beat up and your acting like you hate me” 

she sighed then said “i don't want to talk to you i want andy” it was like i was stabbed in my heart i knew one day she would want to go back to him but why now and why would she talk to him not me.

“i will go get him but addy i don't know whats happening to you but know i love you and I'm here for you.” she just looked away. i walked out to the waiting room everyone looked at me. 

“shes not acting like herself she kept yelling at me.” i said trying to act strong. “its ok we are here for you.” andy said looking up at me. i shot him a look colder then the one addy gave to me.

“she wants you” everyone went quiet. “ok ill go talk to her.” he said standing up. “show me where to go” he said knowing what i was thinking he knew i had been afraid to loose her.