could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

courage

 i got home, and saw my dad was yelling at my mom his hand raised in the air about to take action and hit her.I jumped in forcing myself between them "its my fault don't hurt her."

he grabbed me by my hair spat in my face harshly "fine then." he pushed me to the floor then stomped his left foot a top my chest so i couldn't move i was on the floor when he spat again leaving a wet mark on my face "now hand me your phone your late."

i handed it over and he let released the weight of his foot from my chest allowing me to breath then yelled "go to your room now." i ran up to my room and closed the door behind me i slid down the wall and hugged my knees sobbing uncontrollably.

i hate how weak i am i thought helplessly 

About and hour of so later my dad had passed out drunk on the couch completely forgetting how he had hurt me, well i had a red mark of his boot on my chest branded. I grabbed my phone and ran back to my room trying not to wake him up. i saw a text from andy

ADDY: hi I'm fine

ANDY: i know you aren't you where scared when you left what happened?

ADDY: nothing to bad he only hit me then pushed me to the floor he's asleep now so i took back my phone.

ANDY: thats not "nothing to bad"

ADDY: it is for him :) I'm fine its ok.

when i was texting him i was searching my room for my blade i couldn't find it anywhere eric must have taken it again.i never understand why i feel the need to hurt myself after he does but i alway do without fail. 

ANDY: I'm sorry i got you in trouble.

ADDY" andy its fine drop it ok?

ANDY: can you Skype?

i called him on skype he was in his bunk on the bus at least i assumed i had never seen a bus bunk before other then in videos  "hey just be quiet he cant know I'm talking to anyone let alone some guy."

andy said "addy you need to get out of there away from him" i shook my head and said "andy where would i go i have no money and if i try he will beat the living shit out of me." andy spoke quietly "yeah i guess your right."

"i know I'm right i have tried to run away before it didn't end well." "addy i really like you." i smiled "i really like you to." "I'm so happy your my girlfriend" andy said smiling softly. 

i heared eric knocking at my door i opened it and let him in his lock breaks so he comes to my room when it won't work and dads like this for both our sake.

eric came in saw i was on Skype and said "addy are you nuts what if dad saw you talking to a boy?"

"relax he's passed out on the couch and my door is locked." eric sat next to me and said "addy just be careful i can only pertect you from so much" then he hugged me. i heard andy say "are you ok?"

i went back to my computer "yeah its just eric His lock is broken" "you need locks on your door?" eric said "no we don't" shooting me a look that said 'don't tell him anything.'

"eric its fine he's my friend." he turned to me and spoke sharply "you can't just go around letting everyone in your business like that."

 "he's not everyone he's my boyfriend." then eric rolled his eyes and sighed "great addy now hang up before dad wakes up."  "eric I'm fine just let me talk to him ok?" "ok fine i'll be right back I'm going to fix my lock again." then eric left the room "addy i don't like you being there your dad seems bad." andy said more softly then i had hear before 

"he his but i have no where to go." andy looked at me "i have to go now just text me." we hung up and i turned on some music.