could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

its all your fault

andy came up to me “whats wrong with ashley?” i looked up at him i had been trying really hard not to cry, “andy you suck!” i hit him agin this time i yelled it so loud it drew everyones eyes to us. i turned around and tried to go find ash. 

JAKE’S POV:

we all looked at addy as she yelled at andy then hit him then ran off. she must have told ash and he must have left. i looked at mari and she shook her head then left to go find addy. 

“andy what did you do now?” i asked trying to sound kind when all of this was his fault not addys. he sighed “i just cant control what i do she drives me nuts and i think she told ash about the kiss.” 

i shook my head “andy you need to learn to stop this, you cheated on her not the other way around and then you kissed hurt hurting your best friend and her in the process.” i tried my best to talk to him but he should say sorry and stop feeling bad for himself. 

ADDY’S POV:

i went outside to try to find ashley. i walked out the doors and i saw him walking behind the building, “ASH!” i yelled as i followed him. he slid down the side of a wall and said “how could you do that to me?” i sighed “when i was dating andy you kissed me remember? it no different” he looked up “tell me you pushed him away like you did to me” “ash i…i tried i really did.”

“addy did you push him away?” “yes ash i did i tried to as soon as i could.” he looked down “why didn't you just tell me if that was true?” “i didn't want to ruin today i even slapped him the second i pushed him away because i didn't want to hurt you, ash i don't want him to be honest i don't know how much of me ever wanted him as much as i claimed because i want you and only you.

when i found out he cheated, i was hurt a lot… but i was also a tiny bit happy because i knew it would give me a reason to leave him and i would get to be with you.” he stood up and hugged me “are you sure?” i shook my head i could feel a tear run down my face. 

i pulled away and looked into ashley’s eyes and said “i love you not him.” he wiped away my tear then said “i love you to.” i kissed him and said “ash can you forgive me?” 

he shook his head “always.” we walked back inside, everyone but mari, jake, jinxx, and andy where still partying. i walked to mari and said “its ok now” she shook her head and said “go have some more fun.” me and ash danced some more then mari gathered everyone and said “here take this” handing me a box 

i opened it and there was a hello kitty necklace. i sighed “thanks mari but aren’t i to old for hello kitty?” she laughed “its from ash not me.” i smiled and kissed him chris hugged me and handed me some new make up saying “now that you know how to use it.” making me and mari laugh. 

everyone else handed me things i got some new gaudges, a phone case thay ben and danny drew a dick on, and some more things. i laughed and said "thanks guys your the best." we all drank some more, then andy said “addy I'm sorry i know what i did wasn't ok." i sighed and said “you know what andy its fine but I just want to have some fun so fuck off.” 

i could tell i hurt him but he almost broke me and ash up and that would have killed me. we all went back to the busses most of us drunker then others. wow they really know how to party i thought to my self as i climbed in to my bunk. 

i hadn’t even bothered to change. no one had we where all to tired. i felt ashleys arm wrap around my waist and his smooth voice say “why don't you come to my bunk?” i turned around and kissed him “fine i guess i will.” i said smirking at him. 

we moved to his bunk. i laid down and wrapped my arms around him “ash i love you” i said as he kissed my cheek good night. me and ash shared a look when we heard mari and jake, everyone on the bus knew what was happenig between them. 

we broke out laughing, “well they are having some extra fun tonight.” he said laughing. i smiled “not fair its my birthday.”