could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

what are you hiding

i looked at ash and said “i know i know but i still don't want to see him like that i don't like hurting people no matter how pissed i am at him.” “addy its ok i understand but you cant feel bad its not your fault.” i smiled and hugged ash then said “i love you” ash said “don’t rush please don’t do something you will regret.” 

“ash i don’t regret it because i have felt it for awhile.” he smiled then i pulled his head down to meet mine and kissed him. i heard andy say “are you for real?” as loud as he could. without yelling. i smiled then said “hey andy at least i haven't ever cheated.” ashley looked at me then smirked a bit and said “ wow she got you there.” i laughed then said under my breath to him “well its true.” 

he smiled at me then shook his head. “ wow addy calm down” cc said laughing a bit.i smiled and said “ alright what ever.” i hugged ash then left the bus i needed my best friend and with mari always attached to jake i needed Chris. 

i walked over to his bus and went inside. Chris hugged me and said “babe i missed you.” i smiled and said “dude you should hear what happened.” he handed me a beer then said “ok what happened” 

i smiled then said “one i told off andy and two i kissed ash.” his jaw dropped and he said “ok first what happened with ashley?” i smiled”he asked me out and i said yes, then i made a comment to andy and it pissed him off but i actually don't care anymore.” 

“wow my little addy standing up for herself kissing guys your all grown up.” he said smiling  at me. i laughed “we all know you wish i would have stayed little scared addy.” he laughed then hugged me “of course i do, your my favorite.” 

i smiled and hung out a bit with him i can always count on Chris to make anything better. i walked off his bus and went to bvb’s. i walked on and saw mari and jake making out just like always i swear she hasn't even talked to me since she started dating him. 

i smiled ashley stood up and walked over to me. “addy come here.” he said grabbing my hand pulling me off the bus.i followed him to ben’s bus (Asking Alexandria) we walked on and ben said “hey ash whats up?” 

i smiled and said “nice to see you to ben.” he laughed then said hi to me. “ash what is happening?” i said turning my head to him. “ben guess who I'm dating.” ash said smiling. “ash are you really bragging?” i said rolling my eyes 

“dude nice” ben said as he high fived him. “dude I'm leaving” i said smiling and turning around to leave. “no babe stay.” ash said holding my hand i smiled “only if i can get something to drink.” ash laughed “dude you found the right chick for you.” ben said laughing. i hit him then said “so ash why did we come here?” “i have plans just wait for it” he said smiling then he kissed me.