could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

unspoken

i woke up and walked in the other room where mari was sitting on jakes lap and they where laughing and hugging.

i walked to the bowl of fruit and said "you two getting along well?" mari laughed and said "yes."

then ashley walked out and said "you to need to get a room." 

i laughed and hugged him then said "yep they do."

andy walked out and said "hey guys." i let go of ash and kissed andy he said "hey babe."

i laughed then said "so guys what shall we do today?"

cc ran in and said "i have been up forever by the way jake i found your candy."

i said "cc share!"

he laughed and handed me a lolly pop. i said "yay!"

then jake said "you two need help i hid it or a resion."

we both laughed then jinxx came out and said "people you are loud."

we all laughed at him then i said "ok now everyone is here what are we doing to day?"

"lets watch movies!" cc yelled.

"yeah sounds good" ashley said.

"ok what to watch?" jake said.

"lets watch batman!" andy said. ''no!" jinxx said "we watch that way to much someone eles choose."

i yelled "the princess bride!" then jake said ''never seen it lets watch it."

i ran to my bunk and took the disk from my laptop i watch it whenever i have time to kill.

i ran back out and put it in. andy said "you like this movie?"

i looked at him and before i could say anything ahsley said "dude she talks about this movie all the time she even wants a tattoo from the movie."

andy said "oh yeah"

i laughed then said "its ok lets just watch it now."

i sat next to andy and ash. the movie was about half way in when andy said "I'm going in the other room for a second."

i sat there then ash pulled me closer and i hugged him he was looking at me i pretend not to see him looking but i couldn't tell what he was thinking.

i mean i am really really good at reading people but ash and andy are the only two i cant read.

i said "what?" with a smile to ash.

he smiled even more then said "come here." he stood up grabbed my hand and pulled me in to the bathroom he closed the door

then i said "whats happening ash?" he said "addy I'm in love with you i know i know you don't want to hear it but i love you so much."

i said ashley "look ok one i love andy. two your a laides man you can have any girl you want just go outside at a consort and any girl there would kill to be with you."

he sighed then said "but i don't want them i want you."

i rolled my eyes then he pushed me against the wall and befor i could say anything he kissed me.

i pushed him off as soon as i could then i yelled "what the fuck ash?"

i ran out the bathroom and off the bus we had just gotten to the venue. i ran past andy pushing him aside then ran and ran i stopped when i i had been running for awhile.

i was where people where setting up booths.

i sat down and put my head in my hands and crossed my legs. i sat there for what felt like hours but was really only about 20 minuets.

i heard the guys calling my name but i didn't care. then i felt a hand on my back i didn't move then andy said "addy whats wrong?"

i looked at him and i stood up then hugged him and said "i love you andy."

then ashley and the rest of the guys came over i shot a look of death at him then he looked away. andy saw that and said "ashley what did you do?"

i pulled away and said "nothing lets just go."

i was trying to walk when andy grabbed my hand and said "what happened?"

i sighed and said "he kissed me alright lets just drop it."

andys face went pale then angry in a matter of seconds. he lunged at ashley then said "I'm going to fucking kill you your nothing more then a man whore!"

the guys ran up to him and pulled andy off him then andy yelled "i refuse to be in a band with him."

ashley said "oh yeah at least i know about her and i care about her" putting his hand to me.

then i ran in between them and put my hands up at them and said "you to shut it you have been friends longer then i have ever had any friends."

"you need to just forget this and make up don't fight about me or ill leave and never look back and nether of you will ever hear about me agin!"

andy ran to me hugged me then said "no i love you more then anything please don't leave me ill forgive him please."

i hugged him almost in tears then i pulled away took in a deep breath then said "ok one ashley don't fucking do that agin or ill rip off your lips."

he looked worried then i walked over to him and i raised my hand to slap him then i put my hand down and hugged him.

i said "your are the best guy friend i have ever had don't make me loose you."

he hugged me tighter then andy said "so what now?"

i pulled away then i said "now we never bring this up agin it never happened. agreed?"

"agreed!" everyone said then cc said "ok i think we all need to talk."

i said "about what?"

cc said "we all have stuff we want to say but are scared to say so i think we need to all just come clean no one can ever get mad about what is said."

ok we all shook our heads in agreement.

cc said "i have something to say and i haven't because I'm scared now I'm going to say it addy i think your awesome and i like you." 

i took in a deep breath then jake said "i want to say that cc some times you piss me off a lot."

jinxx said "i really have no unspoken feelings except ashley you need to control your self more and andy keep your self under control. "

ash said "you know what I'm going to say I'm in love with you and i hate that andy has you not me."

andy said "my unspoken feelings are i have been burned in the past and I'm not letting you go especially to my best friends and i hate that others like you.

i took in a deep breath then said "ok one cc your awesome but it would never ever happen.

two ashley i don't know what i feel. i love andy more then anything and ash i think i may be in love with you to but i would choose andy any day but i think i do love you.

andy hugged me then said "ok i understand."

"we all feel better now lets go back to the bus." cc said 

we all walked back and it was silent for a long time no one dared to speak.

then john the guys tour manager said it was tome for us to go to a meet and greet before the show.

then left the bus.