could this be real? (bvb fan fiction)

the morning after

==== the next day====

i woke up ash was still asleep. i kissed his lips and his eyes fluttered open. “good morning beautiful” he said kissing me back. “ash where are my clothes?” he smiled and we both laughed a bit. “babe i don't know.” he said moving to help me find them. i held up his shirt and pants “heres yours” he smiled “i cant find yours just wear that.” 

“if they see me they will know what happened” “so what we cant blame all that noise on mari and jake.” i laughed “i guess your right.” i slipped on his shirt and pants. “you look cute in my clothes.” ash said smirking at me. i hit him then said 'what ever just come on.” he threw on his shirt and pants and we walked into the other room. 

mari, jake, and jinxx where all there. mari smiled at me then smirked “did you two have some fun yesterday?” i smiled “yeah the party was awesome thanks.” “not what she meant she was talking about you wearing ashley clothes from yesterday and some noises we heard from you two.” jake said smirking at me

i looked down then ash said “we heard some noises from you two last night.” jake laughed and said “fair fight then.” “you all need to keep it down.” jinxx said laughing. 

i sat down on ashleys lap and he said “she was keeping it down at first.” i slapped his chest playfully “ash!” then all the guys laughed. cc came into the room and said “well i can say i heard most of that fun time last night.” i smirked “sorry cc i forgot your bunk is under ashley’s.” 

“its all good.” he said high living ash and sitting down next to us. mari said “hey addy can i talk to you?” i shook my head and we walked to the bunks. “addy did you ever sleep with andy?” i shook my head “If you where anyone else i'd tell you to fuck off but no i didn’t.” 

she said quietly trying not to let anyone hear “did ash know?” i smiled “know what?” “that it was your first time.” i made a face then hit her. “mari!” she smiled and said “take that as a no.” then out of no where andy pulled back his curtain and said “well i guess me kissing you didn't slow down your relation ship much.” 

i looked at mari and she said “andy how much of that did you hear?” he said loud enough for everyone else to hear “i heard enough of your girl talk to know about addy.” 

my eyes widened and mari said “hey thats not for you to go around talking about.” i hit them both then said “keep it down why don't you?” he smiled at me then said agin loud enough for everyone to hear “what you don't want ashley to know?” then he smirked. 

i turned to mari and gave her a look like what the fuck is he doing? she moved her head for me to follow her back to everyone else. i followed her and all the guys where sharing a look. 

“addy what don't you want me to know?” ash said as we walked back to the room. mari spoke up “nothing, its nothing andy is just being a dick.” i sighed thank god mari is such a good friend. 

ashley looked in my eyes then said “doesn't seem like nothing.” “just let it go ok?” i said slightly pissed off that he wouldn't let it go. he grabbed my hand then andy came in and said “did she tell you?” i shoot him a look. 

“what should she tell me andy?” ash asked he probably thought i had cheated in him or some thing because his voice sounded cold and cruel. “oh if she didn't tell you that must suck.” andy said laughing 

ash looked in my eyes then said “addy what is it?” mari saw how scared i was and said “its about me not her everything all good.” i looked at her and she nodded her head. then andy said “no its about addy trust me.” i kicked him in his leg. he said “well now i have to tell him.” i sighed why was i so scared maybe ash wouldn't care or he could get really pissed at me for not telling him. 

andy looked at mari then smirked and said “addy was a virgin last night.” everyone looked at me at once then mari said “andy you dick!” ash looked at me then said “did you think i would be mad of course I'm not.” my whole mind froze. everything i had thought he would be mad at me for not telling him. 

“your- your not mad?” i asked looking at the floor. he smiled then hugged me and whispered in my ear “of course not i still love you all the same.” i kissed him and said “thank you babe.” mari looked at me then said “ash come here.” he walked over to her and she pulled him away this time making sure none could hear them

MARI’S POV:

i pulled ash away and said “i need to talk to you about addy” he shook his head ok and i thought of how to word it, “ash look her dad well he…” i didn't know how to say it “well he kinda…” ok say it mari just say it. “he used to well rape her and it made her hate her self for a long time she refused to even hug anyone so last night was a huge step for her and if you hurt her i swear i will hurt you ten million times worse.” 

he looked shocked “i- i had no idea.” i shook my head then he hugged me and said “i would never hurt her I'm not going to do that.” i shook my head and we walked back to everyone else. “what was that about?” addy asked me not braking eye contact. ashley just hugged her, i didn't know what he was thinking but to be honest i don't think he did ether.