Love

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I woke up to nofications on my phone. I unlocked my phone and went to Instagram. I was tagged in a shaderoom post over and over again. I looked at the post "August Alsina Ex pregnant by him?!" I wake him up "Look what she did." I said and showed him the post. "God damn man." he said and gets up. I follow him upstairs "What am I suppose to do? Just let everybody think I'm cheating on you. This is bullshit." he said sitting at the kitchen table getting on his phone. "We can respond and tell them the truth or stay quiet and do us. I'm down with whatever you let me know. But know telling them the truth she might pull some shit out her ass that might make you look bad." I said. "We can stay quiet but if she came out with some bullshit, we saying something." he said. "Okay bet." I said. "I'll cook some breakfast." I said. I started cooking and August watched tv. Kaila came downstairs "I got lost in this big ass house." she said and I laughed. I talked to Kaila about the situation while finishing cooking. Then I made everybody plates. We sat at the table and talked but then I felt like I had to throw up. I got up and ran to the bathroom. I started throwing up all the food I ate in the last 24 hours. August and Kaila came in "You good?" August said. I kept throwing up and blood starting coming from my nose. "Go get the keys to the car. We taking her to the hospital." August said to Kaila. She ran out the bathroom. I kept throwing up and the more I threw up the more my nose bled. I felt like I got it all out and got up. I flushed the toilet and wiped my nose. Then I brushed my teeth and walked out the bathroom. "Here is a garbage bag just in case you got to throw up again. I called Dad and Chris. They meeting us at the hospital." Kaila said. We all got in August truck and he drove off. I felt like I had to throw up again but this time it was blood. I looked at August and he looked so scared. Kaila started crying "Lo what's going on?" she said through tears. "I'm okay." I said then started throwing up more blood. More started coming out my nose. I started to pray to God in my head "Please don't let this be anything major. I can't leave them. They need me and I'm not ready to go. I haven't became a mom or a wife. I have more to time please just let it be something minor." I prayed. I wanted to cry but I couldn't because Kaila was crying and scared. Me crying is only going to scare her more. August finally gets the hospital and the doctors were waiting for me. They put me in a wheelchair and take me to a room. August and Kaila had to wait in the waiting room. They take X rays and then get me comfortable in a room. August, Kaila, Chris and my Dad come in. "What they say?" Chris said. "Nothing yet." I said. Kaila got in the bed with me and laid her head on me. I rubbed her back "I'm okay. Everything is going to be fine." I said. The doctor walks in "Okay so Ms. Lopez I have good news and bad news." he said. I sighed "Okay just give it to me." I said. "Well the good news is your pregnant." he said. I looked at August and a smile came across his face. I looked back at the doctor "And the bad news?" I asked. "Well I seen you had a miscarriage before due to abuse and stress. So this pregnancy is going to be a hard one. Pregnant women throw up all the time but in your situation you start throwing up blood and losing to much blood while being pregnant is not good for you or the baby. You have to find foods that you can keep down and also not stress what so ever. With how easy your stress levels goes up, you cannot have the littlest bit of stress or it will kill the baby. But I believe you can do this. This is your time, you got this. I'll make a list of things to try that should stay down and also a list of things you need to stay away from as far as food and things that will stress you out." he said. I nodded and smiled "Thank you." I said. "No problem, if you have any questions just press the button. Congrats by the way." he said and left. "Your going to be a mommy." Kaila said. I smiled "I'm having a baby." I said and started crying. August came and hugged me "We got this okay. You're going to have this baby and we going to help you with what we can." he said. He wiped my face "I got you mama." he kissed my forehead. "You about to be a mommy." Chris said smiling hard. I laughed through my tears. I looked over at my dad and he was crying "Aww papi why you crying?" I said. He looked up at me "I just wish your mom was here with us but I know she watching. She couldn't wait for the day she became a grandmother. I am so proud of all of you. Kaila going to college soon and both of you about to become parents but also have successful business going on. I'm just glad to say I raised y'all." my dad said. I started crying more "I love you papi." I said. "I love you too mija." he said and come to hug me. "Y'all got me crying and shit." Chris said and we all laughed. The doctor came back in and gave me more information on my pregnancy. I am 2 months which means I was pregnant before me and August talked about planning for a baby. I have to set up an appointment with my doctor to see the baby. After they made sure everything was fine I was able to go home. I went with August to his house. We pulled up and someone was sitting on the door step. It looked like a women. We got out and walked up to her. When she got up it was his ex. I rolled my eyes, I don't need this shit right now. "What are you doing here?" August said. "You not answering my calls or text. This baby is yours and you need to take care of your responbitilies." she said. "Listen to me loud and clear okay. I am not doing anything for you or this child because it's not mine and even you told me that. But to show the world that your tripping when the baby is born we are getting a DNA test on my terms not yours cause you might try and fuck some shit up. My only responbilty is her right here." he said. She looked at me and laughed "Such a downgrade, you could of did better." she said. I laughed "You got this held?! I don't have time for this." I said and unlocked the door. "'I'll be in there in a minute." he said and kissed my forehead. I walked inside and grabbed a blanket. I laid on the couch and turned on the tv. I started watching Friday then I heard yelling outside. I got up and August ex was in his face. I walked over to them "Listen this is what's not going to happen okay. When the DNA test come back if the kid is his he will help you with everything for the baby. If not then you leave us alone but until we know if this baby is his or not you don't need to come around or be popping up places. Stop texting him and calling him. When the baby gets here then give him a call and he will be there. Now please leave before this has to get ugly." I said standing in between them. She looked at me and rolled her eyes "Bitch." she said and walked away. I looked at August "Listen I know you can't control her but this is the stuff I have to stay away from in order for me to have this baby." I said. "I know, I tried to held it so you wouldn't have to get involved." he said. "I already lost one baby, I cannot lose another." I said. "I promise you, your having this baby." he said. I smiled "We having this baby." I said. He smiled at me and we walked back inside. We laid on the couch and watch tv till we fell asleep.