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I woke up and got in the shower. I washed my hair and washed my body. I got out and dried off. I put on lotion and my bra and panties. I did my makeup and curled my hair. I then got dressed (below)

"You ready?" Chris asked walking in

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"You ready?" Chris asked walking in. I nodded and grabbed my bag then walked out with Chris. Me, Him and Kaila go in the limo and pulled over. We pulled up and got out. We walked down the red carpet and cameras were flashing. "Lourdes how is August?" "Love when do you have the baby?" "How is it taking care of someone else baby?" We kept walking in and then stopped at the Celebrity Red carpet on the inside. We took pictures then walked around "Hey Chris and Lourdes." one of the reporters said.

We walked over to her "You guys look good. Now who is this." she said referring to Kaila. "This is my other baby sister Kaila." Chris said. Kaila smiled and waved then whispered in my ear "This is amazing." she said. I laughed and turned back to the lady. "So Chris how has fatherhood been? We all see the posts of you and your baby girl." she said. "Honestly its been so amazing. I love that little girl so much. She has such a beautiful spirit and I love being around her." he said smiling. "Now Lourdes if this is too much for you to talk about I understand but how are you doing with August still being in a coma and taking care of AJ but also having your baby girl coming soon?" she asked.

I smiled "It was hard at first but I got it now. Its a waiting game at this point with August being in the coma. He has a lot of brain activity so he fighting and he hasn't gave up yet. As far as AJ, he is such a good baby. He doesn't cry, he sleeps at night time and he getting so big. I look watching him grow up. Raising him is getting me so ready to meet my babygirl. I just hope and pray August is awake when I go into labor. He will never forgive himself for missing me give birth to her." I said smiling. "So I heard you opening more stores and you just launched the online website for your clothing line." she said.

"Yes I have 3 more stores opening right now and 5 others in renovation being made. I actually have a collab coming up with Cardi and Saweetie. We been putting some ideas together and soon will have a collection out from the 3 of us." I said. "I can't wait to see it and just know we all praying for August. You are really strong for what your doing as a person and a mother. Just know we see you!" she said. I smiled "Thank you." I said then we walked into the building. On a big sign you see "BET Awards" I took my phone out and took a picture then posted it on my Instagram story. Chris wanted me and Kaila to come tonight with him. Plus August is nominated for 2 awards and I will be accepting them if he wins.

We went to our seats and then Cardi came up to me "Wassup my girl." she said. I smiled and gave her a hug. "Wassup" I said. "She rubbed my belly "You look so beautiful." I smiled. "Thank you." I said. She looked at me "You know I'm here for you." she said. I fake smiled "I just need him here." I said holding back my tears. "Don't cry. We going to talk later." She said giving me another hug then walked to her seat. We sat down and the show started. "Welcome to the BET Awards. I'm seeing a lot of beautiful people in the audience. We got Lauren London and Lourdes Love and India Westbrooks all in one building. That's why its so hot in here." Kevin Hart said. Everybody laughed even me "We going to start with our first performance with Yung Bleu." he said and then walking off.

After Yung Bleu performance, it was time for the first award. Michael B Jordan came out "Wassup my lovely people." he said. "Our first award is Best Male Artist." The big screen started showing the nominees. It was Chris Brown, August Alsina, Lil Baby, Da baby, Roddy Ricch and Kanye West. "And the winner is" he paused as he opened the envelope. "August Alsina." he said and everyone started clapping. I got up and Chris and Kaila followed me on to the stage. "His award will be accepted by Lourdes Love." Michael B Jordan said into the microphone. I walked over to him and he hugged me then Kaila and dapped up Chris.

He gave me the award and I stepped up to the microphone. "I just want to thank god first because he gave August a gift and then allowed him to share it with all of you. August would be so proud and when he wakes up I know he will be so excited. This is all he was talking about, getting his first award. It sucks that he not even here to be here to accept this himself." I started getting little emotional. "I thank you guys for him. He loves each and everyone of you. Please keep him in your prayers and hopefully he will be waking up and coming home soon. Thank you." I said and then walked off before I started crying.

When we got backstage Kaila rubbed my back "You good?" she said. I bit my lip and nodded. "You got this." Chris said. We then when back to our seat on the next commercial break. We watched the rest of the show. Chris performed and won 2 awards. August one another one even Cardi B and Saweetie won too. After the show we went to the hospital. August mom was sitting next to him holding his hand "Look baby Lourdes is here with your 2 awards. Best Male Artist and Best New Album." she said. I sat the down and grabbed his other hand "I'm here baby." I said and then felt a squeeze. I looked at him "August if you can hear me baby squeeze my hand again." I said and we all stood around him. It took a minute but he did it again "Keep fighting baby. We all here for you." I said and next thing you know his eyes started moving and after a while he fully opened them.

Tears started falling down my face "I'll get the doctor." Chris said. August tried to talk "You have tubes in." his mom said. The doctor came in with 2 nurses "Can I have you guys wait in the waiting room and I'll come get you once we remove everything." the nurse said. I took the awards and we walked out the the waiting room. We sat down and my leg was shaking "You okay?" Sheila asked. I nodded and held back my tears. Finally the doctor came out and told us we could go back to the room. I rushed back in there and he was sitting up without the tubes. I rushed over to him and just hugged him tight. I let all my tears go "I got you babygirl." he said holding me tight. I could stay here forever, I missed his arms around me and his touch on me. Man I love the hell out of this man.

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