Lourdes Love Lopez is in a abusive relationship with this boy Kevin. She can't leave him because he finds her and beats her worst until she meets August. Read to found out what happens!!!!!
"Its time to start pushing." the doctor said. "Aghhhh" I semi-yelled because of the pain I was in. "1...2....3 push push push." the doctor said. I pushed until he told me to stop and I kept doing it until I hear a little cry. "It's a beautiful baby girl." the doctor said giving her to me. I held her close and just cried. I didn't want to ever let her go. I want her to stay right here with me forever. "You did it baby." August said rubbing my head. He gave me a kiss and then look at our baby girl "She is beautiful." he said.
"Dad you wanna cut her cord?" the doctor asked. He nodded and walked to the other side of the room. They took the baby and let August cut the cord. "We going to go clean her up and bring her back. I'll have a nurse come in to get her name and all that stuff." the doctor said then walked out with the baby. "Good job mija." my dad said. I smiled "I did it. I just gave someone life." I said shocked. They all laughed at me "You did good baby." my abuela said. "You look a mess tho." Kaila said. "Yeah like a hot mess." Chris said. "Listen any other time I have time for y'all bullshit. I'm tired af. Leave me alone." I said. They laughed "Good job." Chris said giving me a high five. "So what's going to be her name?" my dad asked. I looked at August and smiled.
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After us talking they bought her back in and gave her to me. "Okay so what's her name?" the nurse asked. I looked at her (above) and smiled "Bleu Halo Alsina." I said then looked at August. "I love it." he said and gave me a kiss.
Once the nurse left I let everyone hold Bleu and even let AJ see her. He started smiling and making noises. August mom walked in "Hi family." she said walking in. I smiled "Hi momma." I said. "Congrats on being a new mom." she said giving me a hug. "Thank you so much." I said. "Where is she?" Ms. Sheila said. "August got her over by the window." I said. She walked over to him "Let me see her." she said and August turned around to show her the baby.
"Her name is Bleu Halo Alsina." August said. "She is so beautiful and tiny omg I'm in love with her." Ms. Sheila said. "You and me both. I'm obsessed with how little she is." I said. She started crying "Uh oh, I think she wants mommy." Ms. Sheila said. August gave her to me and she stopped crying. "Okay so this is not what we about to do."August said and we all laughed. The nurse came back in" Okay so we have to see if she going to latch on to the boob or if you are going to have to give her the bottle. Or would you rather she just be on the bottle?" she asked.
"No I want to do the boob." I said. She nodded "Okay so you can take out which ever breast and try to get her to eat." the nurse said. I took out my right breast and work its way into her mouth. At first she didn't move then she started eating "Damn this shit hurt lowkey." I said. "You will get used to it but yes it hurts in the beginning. After you feed her, we just have to see if she can keep it down. If she keeps it down and everything else is good with her. You will be going home tomorrow." she said.
"Okay thank you." I said. "I'll come back to check on you and her." she said then left. We all just laughed and talked for awhile. After I feed Bleu and burped her, I rocked her back to sleep and eventually fell asleep too.
A couple hours later
I felt Bleu move and jumped up. August was picking her up "It's just me. She awake so I was picking her. I didn't mean to scare you." he said holding her. I calmed down and rubbed my head "Welcome to motherhood. Every time they move just a little bit you going to wake up." my abuela said. I laughed and then rolled over on my side. I watched August rock Bleu "Fatherhood fits you so well." I said smiling. He smiled back "I love being a dad." he said. I took my phone out and took a picture. I posted it on Instagram "She's here. #Babygirl" People started liking the post and commenting. The shaderoom hopped on it quick to and reposted it. Kelly facetime me. I answered.
Lo Love 💕: Hello
Kelly Kel♥️: LET ME SEE HER
Lo Love 💕 : (I laughed and told August to come over to me. I then showed her Baby Bleu)
Kelly Kel♥️: Ohh my god. She is so cute and tiny. What's her name?
Lo Love 💕 : Bleu Halo
Kelly Kel♥️: Hi Bleu, I'm your godmommy and your mom's bestfriend.
Lo Love 💕: I can't get enough of her. AJ keeps smiling at her when we put them together.
Kelly Kel♥️: Better tell him to chill. That's his sister.
Lo Love 💕: He better chill. I'll beat him up.
Kelly Kel♥️: Congrats best, I just wanted to see her. We'll catch up once you get out.
Lo Love 💕:Thank you best and yes we will.
Kelly Kel♥️: I love you and Ill talk to you later
Lo Love 💕: I love you too. Bye best
I hung up "It's crazy how much she looks like you already." Kaila said. My dad came over "She is so beautiful mija. She looks just like you." my dad said. I played with her little hand "Hi mama." I said and she smiled showing that she has my deep dimples. "Look how deep her dimples are." I said smiling hard. "Her dimples are really deep omg." Kaila said. I took a picture of her and put it as my lock screen.
We all just sat around and talked about stuff then everyone left. August left to go get me food and then he coming back. I just held Bleu and looked at her. I just kept kissing her and playing with her little hands and feet. I took more pictures and videos of her. I even got one of her smiling with her little deep dimples. "I love you more than you know. We are going to be bestfriends. Mama's girl." I said to her and she smiled again. I smiled back and kissed her again.
Cardi called me and so did Saweetie. I talked to them for a little bit and then fed Bleu. I put her back to sleep and laid her back in the little crib. August finally came back with my food "Took you long enough." I said sitting on the bed. "I'm sorry." he said and gave me my food. He kissed my forehead then kissed Bleu. "I'm so in love with her. I kept kissing her and holding her. I didn't want to put her down." I said. "She going to be spoiled and your never going to get a break." he said.
"Honestly I don't care. I don't want to be away from her." I said. August sat at the end of the bed with his food "So they said I'm still bleeding on the inside so they have to keep me here." August said. I looked up at him quick "What? What do you mean bleeding on the inside? They said you were fine." I said lowkey panicking. "Mama calm down. I was fine but then something happen and open one of the bullet holes. So now I'm bleeding and they have to go back in." he said.
"August I cannot do this by myself. You scared me once already, I don't need another scare okay. Promise me whatever happens you will be here with me to raise our kids." I said and put my picky out. He smiled "I promise. I'm going to be here to watch both of them grow up." he said wrapping his pinky around mines and then we kissed it and then each other. We ate then laid down and watched movies until we fell asleep.
