Love

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After we finished cooking , everyone came and made a plate then we all sat at the table. I put AJ down to sleep so we all can eat. "Love you ready for your baby girl?" my dad asked. I started smiling "I'm so ready to meet her. AJ has gotten me so much more excited." I said. "Some people are going to say your crazy for keeping AJ and taking care of your baby girl. But what your doing is not for the weak. But know its not going to be easy is why we are here. It's going to take all of us to raise both of these babies. But your the strongest out of all us because you took in someone else baby just because you knew it would be better for him to be with you. You are doing a good thing and that's all that matters." August mom said.

I smiled "I really do appreciate you guys supporting me and being here to help me. It's going to be stressful at time and I might snap is why I'm saying sorry in advance." I said and we all laughed. "Trust me, we understand." My dad said. "If she anything like AJ you shouldn't have a problem." Kaila said. "Right, he is the calmest baby ever. Like I'll just feel really lucky if I get two babies that are quiet and chill. I'll think something wrong with them." I said and we all laughed.

"Chris was our crybaby. You girls were fine most of the time. But the older you guys got it started to switch and I was like oh lord." My dad said. "I know this is kind of off topic but when AJ grows up are you guys going to tell him that basically your not his birth mother?" Kaila asked. Then everybody looked at me "I want him to know where he came from and his story. His story is going to make him who he is. If he decides he wants to meet her, I might not be ready for that but I'm going to do it for him because its apart of who he is." I said. "I feel like she shouldn't have the chance to meet him." Kelly said.

"I feel the same way but I'm doing it for him not for her. But at the end of the day he is going to know he is my son and I love him as if he did come out of me. I feel like he needs to know then hiding this big secret from him." I said. "You raised an amazing person." August's mom said to my dad. "She gets it from her mom." he said smiling. I smiled back. We all finished our food and I got up to wash dishes "I got it, you sit down and relax." Mama Sheila said. I smiled "Thank you." I said and went to my room.

I sat on the bed and August came and sat next to me. "I love you." he said and I looked at him. "What you want?" I said looking at him smiling. "Just you. I know I bugged you about your choice but your doing something a lot of people can't do is why they hating so much on you. But they don't know who you really are and they going to be mad when they see you doing your shit on top of raising two kids that's only a couple of months apart. I just admire you for that and just being sexy as hell while doing it all." August said kissing my neck. I started laughing "I love you too Auggie Poo." I said.

He kept kissing my neck" August stop, our parents are downstairs." I said trying to push him off. "I bet you Chris getting some knowing your dad is in the same house. So why can't we?" he said. I laughed "I'm not my brother." I said getting up. "So the whole time they here we can't fuck?" he asked me looking like a sad puppy. I started laughing hard "Aww you sad." I said moving in between his legs. He pulled me closer "Yes because I want to make my soon to be wife feel good." he said. I looked at him "Boy you trying to butter me up with the soon to be wife thing." I said laughing.

He looked at me with a straight face "I'm so serious." he said which made me laugh harder. "Okay I'm going to sleep." he said pushing me away and laying in the bed, under the covers. I just looked at him and then he turned around "Come on, I know you want to be held." he said grabbing my hand. I started smiling and hop in the bed with him. He put his arms around me and rubbed my stomach "I can't believe we about to be parents of two." he said. I smiled and then heard the room door open.

We looked and it was Kaila walking in with AJ "Look who woke up." she said walking over to us. We sat up and August took him from Kaila. "He wasn't even crying. He was laying there looking around." Kaila said. I smiled and kissed his little hand "You are so handsome, my boy." I said and he smiled. "Look at his little dimples." Kaila said. "He is just perfect." August said looking at him. "Wassup little man." he said and AJ smiled again. I started playing with his toes and he laughed. We all looked at each other and smiled "You like me playing with your toes." I said rubbing them. He laughed again. We just played with Baby AJ until we all got tired and went to sleep.