Love

13

Hours later
We still were watching movies and laughing. Then my phone started ringing. It's my Dad. "Hold on." I went on the balcony.

Lourdes: Papa wassup
Papa💕: It's your mom mija
Lourdes: What happen is she okay ?
Papa💕: I'm sorry mija but she's gone
Lourdes:Papa no
Papa💕: i'm sorry mija. There was nothing they could do. I called Chris he coming here after he leaves the studio.
Lourdes: i'll tell kaila. we'll be getting the next flight out.
Papa💕:okay mija. I love you both.
Lourdes:We love you too papa.

I hung up and wiped my face. I walked back into the room and just stood there. Asia, Kelly and Kaila all looked at me "what's wrong?" Asia asked. I took a big breath in and bit my lip to stop my tears from coming down. Kaila got up "Lo what happen." she asked walking over to me. I started breathing really hard "mama. she's ummm she's" I bit my lip because I couldn't believe the words that was about to come out my mouth. "No Lo please don't say it." Kaila said. "She's gone." I said crying harder. Kaila pulled me into a hug. We just held each other and cried.

The next morning 🌞
I woke up to the biggest headache. "good morning lo. we went and got breakfast for you." Asia said bringing me my food. "Thank you. But you didn't have to." I said sitting up. "I know but I wanted to be nice." She said smiling and I laughed. Kaila came out the bathroom and her eyes are super puffy "Kai you okay." I asked her. "Yeah. I cried so much that I can't even cry anymore. But I feel better." She said sitting on the bed. "My head is pounding." I said holding it. "Here." Kelly said giving me Advil and water. "Thank you" I said taking it. After we all ate we packed our stuff and checked out. I went to the airport and got on Chris's Jet and went to Jersey. The flight seemed so long but we finally got to Jersey. We got off and Chris was waiting for us. We got in the car and he drove to my parents house. Pulling up to the house a wave of sadness hit me. To know that I'm about to walk in this house and my mom not going to be here is unbelievable. I let everyone else go in first, then I took a deep breath and walked in.

When the smell hit my nose my eyes starting tearing. "Hi Mija." My dad walked up to me and pulled me into a hug. I just started crying "Papa I miss her already." I said holding him tight. "I know mija we all do. But it's going to be okay we got each other." He said. "I should've call more and came to visit. Instead I let a boy keep me from coming to see my mom. Now it's too late." I said crying harder. My dad pulled back "Mija it's not your fault okay. There was nothing you could have done. You mom knew you and your brother was busy. She called you guys enough. She knew you guys loved her. Don't take this out on yourself." He said then kissed my forehead. "I love you Mija." He said hugging me. "Te amo Papa." I said. I let go and walked to my old room.

I sat on the bed and just looked around "I remember when we would sneak out your window to go see Jamal and Jordan late nights. Your mom knew and was trying to keep it a secret from your dad." Kelly said walking in my room. I laughed at the thought of the things we used to do as kids. "We was some bad ass kids." I said laughing. "We was but your mom was always cool with it as long as we told her." Kelly said. "That's what I loved most about her. I could tell her everything and she tell me what she thinks about it and let's me decide what I want to do. I think she let us get away with things cause she trusted us." I said. Kelly say next to me "She trusted you and trusted you keep me safe." Kelly said. "Yeah you right about that." we both laughed. "I know this hard but your going to get through it. You were here for me when both my parents died and you helped me get through it. So I'm going to return the favor and help you." Kelly said putting her arm around me.

"I know this hurts you just as much as me so if you need a shoulder to cry on I'm here. We can cry together." I said and she laughed. She let a tear fall "It hurts but we will get through it." She said. I smiled and hugged her. Me and Kelly knew each other since we were 2. Kelly's parents died when she was 9 in a car accident and my parents took her in. So this is like her losing another parent. We walked into the living room and nobody was in there. "Where they go." Kelly said. We heard slamming from outside. We went outside and Kaila was breaking things. My papa was just sitting in his chair laughing. Chris was helping her break things "Wanna help? It's actually feels good." Kaila said. "Why not." I said and picked up 2 glass cups and threw them. "No cap that's actually does feel good." I said. I notice an all black car pulls up. "Who that?" I asked picking up another cup and breaking it. "I don't know." Papa said. I turn to see August getting out the car. I smiled so hard and ran to him. I jumped on him and gave him the biggest kiss "I miss you too." He said against my lips. I smiled "The person I wanted to see." I said.