𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐾𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛.✔️

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I nodded my head..he smiled satisfied with my answer and dropped both straps, the loose dress dropped to my hips pooling on my lap

My thighs still on each side of him as I straddled him, his hands gripped my thigh again so hard that marks were sure to have been left, he had kept eye contact I was the first to break it, I looked down at my body and bit my lip, was he going to be disgusted?

Was he going to hate my scars? Or think they make me ugly?

My breathing sped up the smallest, he followed my gaze down to my body, his eyes hinted the smallest bit of confusion but he tried to hide it for my sake, he flipped us over so that he was on top of me in a second, I gasped feeling the sheets hit my bareback

He brought one hand trailing it over my stomach Feeling every single thing, the cigarette burns, knife marks and cuts that were displayed all over, my stomach raised to my heavy breathing, he placed a hand flat on my belly to calm it

I was looking at the ceiling, afraid to see his reaction, to see if he found me disgusting

"What happened to you?" He whispered for only himself to hear, the quiet room made it easier to hear, it filled with only my loud breathes

"Uhm-I-" I stuttered not sure what to say, I didn't trust my voice, What do you say in a time like this?

He didn't say anything, my curiosity got the best of me and I looked down to see him already staring at me, I couldn't tell what he was thinking, I couldn't read him at all

He lifted the hand that was on my stomach and looked down at it, he lowered his face and pecked every one of them my mouth opened and closed like a fish

He kissed up and in between my breasts and to my neck, he moved to my mouth applying a peck, he pulled back looking me in my eyes searching them for what felt like ever

I couldn't wait any longer I wanted him, I needed him, I grabbed his neck smashing his lips back onto mine as if I was starving, he immediately responded to my lips devouring them with his

His hand stayed rubbing my stomach as the other supported his weight over me, the hand trailed from my stomach and went farther down my dress that was around my waist was dragged down my legs

He released my lips so that he could throw the dress away from where we laid but soon after recaptured them

I was exposed to him, I had nothing but my underwear that covered my sex. My breast was out as I didn't wear a bra under the dress I had worn, his tongue massaged mine making me moan into his mouth, the freehand he had gone right over the thing piece that covered me drew his fingers across assumably feeling the arousal dripping from me

He hummed into my mouth in approval, he pulled away once again making me whine slightly, his mouth twitched upward

I felt his finger move the underwear to the side, the cold hair hitting my soaked sex made me bite my lips, he looked me straight in the eye not breaking eye contact like he was making sure how I felt about everything

The finger ran up my slit and my breath hitched, "soaked, you're dripping for me" he said a smirk on his lips

I licked my dry lips, he abruptly stuck a finger in me, my mouth formed an 'O', another finger was added and a moan escaped

Killian watched me moan loudly in awe, my mind was empty with no thoughts flooding them, my once overthinking mind had become quiet with only the thought of the pleasure I was receiving