𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐾𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛.✔️

#57

Essence

"Brother....."

That can't be true, can it?

"You're lying" I shook my head, deep down I knew how possible it could be, didn't mean I wasn't willing to accept that, I can't accept it I've spent my whole life not knowing any of this, and he comes into my life all of a sudden dropping this bomb on me

"Essence," he said as I moved the plate of food to the seat beside me, unbuckled my belt, stood up and walked away from the chair

"Oh my god" I kept mumbling to myself shaking my head frantically, how the hell- Why didn't my parents just tell me, I wouldn't have been alone

Three months ago I knew nothing about any of this, and now I didn't know whether this was a good or bad thing

"Essence calm down" Emilio walked up to me, I took a step back and my breathing increased, more of his men came around me, I felt stuck, More stuck than being tied to that chair

"Listen" he held his hands out trying to touch me but I took a step bumping into a person behind me, I closed my eyes right and moved away from the person behind me but Emilio was standing in front, I didn't have any room "move away from her!" He yelled at everyone, they all scattered away around the huge plane, "listen to me my whole life has been held on to find you, ok! You aren't as alone as you thought you have a family!"

I still had family

"Just please calm down,"  he said more calmly, Jackson walked up to him handing him a water bottle, jeez even the water looked expensive! "Drink this" he moved towards me and I instinctively flinch the smallest bit, he noticed and his eyes became sad, he was showing emotion to me, he was supposed to be cold, he must be telling the truth then

"I'm just gonna give you water, I would never hurt you, you're the one person I would never hurt" he steadily walked towards me, I stayed still not moving this time, the only way to see was to let it happen

He handed me the water, I hesitantly grabbed the water and held it, "drink it" he demanded, I stopped myself from rolling my eyes and opened the bottle taking a sip from it, I felt the cold water go down my throat

"See you're ok, can you please sit back down" he gestured to the chair, I handed him back the water and put my arms around myself walking back to the chair, if he was who he said he was why would I have to be scared

Everyone looked at him and at me, I saw one of the guys mouthing 'please?' To the other, did he never say please?

I sat down still looking around weary, never in a million years would I picture this happening to me, it was all so crazy and unexpected

A hand reached in front of me, I turn my head to the hand, staring at Xavier, he held a tissue out for me to hold

I took it and wiped my soaked cheeks, my face was serious and stone-cold, I didn't know how to feel at this moment

"By your reaction, I know that I didn't just kidnap a random girl, plus I asked the lady who you followed to say Miss Roslyn since I didn't know the last name I went off instinct, if it wasn't you, you'd say the wrong person but you replied showing that your last name was mine.."

"And you still couldn't find me" I narrowed my eyes it didn't make sense

"You'd be surprised, it was like someone did not want us to find you, you were completely wiped from everything," he said even confusing himself

"That makes no sense," I said mostly telling myself

"You're telling me" he scoffed sitting back "but you're here now"

"But-but- I have a life, I have friends I have a boyfriend!" I said to him, I couldn't leave them behind

"Ok I know, and you're lucky I have peace with them or it'd be a whole different story"

"I need to go back to them!"

"I can't lose you when I just got you!" He demanded, He wasn't going to leave me or let me go

"Please" I begged him

"Not yet.." yet! I had a chance, I just found out I have a brother and I want to leave him, I've always wanted a sibling or family and the first I hear about them I want to go,

"When?" I asked

"Until I know that you won't leave and be gone again if we build a relationship as brother and sister like normal people" I raised my brow still hesitant "then you can maybe have a phone call with him"

My eyes went wide, a phone call! There's more than one person I want to speak to! I couldn't help the feeling of missing him tho, I wanted to touch him, talk to him, feel him I wanted his annoying comments

"A phone call! Are you mad!" I stood up abruptly "get the fuck out of here I deserve a call right now! He probably knows I'm fucking missing and is worried about me! You want a fucking relationship with me then let me speak to my boyfriend!" I yelled at him

"You don't have to fucking yell Jesus fuck" he put his hand to his ear "sit the fuck down would you, dramatic ass" he mumbled

"I'm not dramatic you kidnapped me!"

"I already fucking explained that to you!"

"Oh cause that makes it any better!"

"It should!"

"It would if you'd let me talk to him!" Was I being dramatic, who knows, did I care, not one bit, I didn't want anything bad happening because of me, it was all because of me

"One fucking phone call! Five minutes, and it's when we fucking land!" He yelled and walked away from me, I smiled to myself, victory!

"Wow I've never seen him listen to anyone" Jackson came walking towards me, I rolled my eyes at him, he still annoyed me everyone ok this plane did

"Or yell" his eyebrows went up "he's usually calm as hell with everyone he can just look at a person and they'd submit, y'all are certainly siblings" he laughed to himself

I still didn't reply "cmon at least now you know we had to do take you and why" he held his hands up in defence

"Doesn't change how annoying you are" I shrugged, ok admittedly I did understand and he wasn't that bad of a person

I guess

"Annoying! Ok, you must be thinking of Xavier I am not annoying!" He fought me, my mouth always twitched up but I stopped myself from doing it

"I heard my name" Xavier sang butting into the conversation

"Great" I mumbled

"Ok it's a blessing to be talking to us, we're literally in the best group in the underground world" he fought me

I blinked a couple of times and then walked away "were likeable" Xavier told Jackson

"What I been saying," he said back

I shook my head chuckling and sat back down, I wanted to talk to them so bad, it wrong that I was being this normal and they kidnapped me

I couldn't wait for that phone call, I wanted to hear his voice, even if I wasn't allowed to see him for a while I still wanted to let him know I'm ok, I don't know when I started feeling this way, I got used to having him around so much that a day without him I'm losing my mind and he's the only thing in it

His annoying uneven smirk that Lays perfectly on his face, his beautiful grey eyes that pierce in my soul making me want to spill all my secrets to him, which had happened, I wanted to hear his annoying comments he always made

Or how he'd reply with 'you know you love me to my 'I hate you's' But I'd never admit that I did—

I did?

How can I love him?...

My eyes widened, I covered my mouth from the thoughts running through my brain

Shit, I love him!

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Welp!
This is a short chapter my bad!
They moved story's fast to on the whole brother sister thing