𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐾𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛.✔️

#63

Essence

"Trevor...."

He smiled down at me, "Essence, it's good to see you again! You know I was kind of annoyed to have you gone suddenly when I woke up, that was very... rude of you" he furrowed his brows pretending he was hurt

"I-I-"

"You-you-" he mimicked my stuttering, I was trying my best to breathe, but I couldn't, every time I took a breathe I let go of everything in my system and I couldn't speak one word, the reality of him being here didn't make sense to me

How could he possibly be here and at this time when things seemed to be turning up for once, did I not deserve to have anything good?

"Why are you here" my voice cracked

"Oh well it's your birthday obviously, I couldn't miss my girlfriends birthday,"  he said

"I'm not your girlfriend" I gritted out

"I'm sorry, did I receive a breakup text or letter in the mail that I didn't get, telling me otherwise"  the amusement dripped from his voice, the same voice that made me want to kill myself than hear it talk again

"I have a boyfriend"

"Ahh yes Killian Lorenzo, Italian mafia leader, Imagine my surprise when Slaughter told me he was your boyfriend, guess you're leading both of us on," he said, is this guy mad!

He stepped closer to me as I didn't realize I was instinctively backing up the whole time, his smile grew at my actions, he liked that I was afraid, he enjoyed it

"Oh how I've missed you," he said quietly

"I have to go," I said quickly and tried to turn around

...tried

He gripped my arm tightly that I know a bruise would form, his nails stabbed into my skin I'm surprised it didn't bleed. I bit my lip so hard I tasted metal.

"Not so fast darling, you didn't let me give you your birthday present" he pouted, I didn't want anything to do with him or with him

"I'd rather slit my throat" his smile almost disappeared at my words and he gripped my throat pushing me to the cold wall, I struggled to get any air down my windpipe from the grip

"Someone's gotten brave, you think now that you're with Lorenzo you got balls, that you're a big shot" he laughed devilishly

"You're nothing but a useless girl who's good for nothing but her body" he added pressure in the grip, my face was probably purple or red "oh how I love to see you struggle under my touch"

"Pl-ea-see" I saw dark spots come into my vision

"Say you're sorry" he drew out

"I'm—S-sorry" I breathed out, my eyes started to closed uncontrollably, his grip released and I placed my hands over my neck where there probably was a mark left

"See..was that so hard babe?" Did I look up through my wet lashes, why me?

"Now" he clapped his hands together "I just have to give you my present," he said as a must, I shook my head unable to get words out, please no

Please no

I wobbled my legs away from the wall and backed up, he grinned and turned his eyes behind me, then back at me, I stopped moving and straightened my body, someone was behind me

I prayed it was someone I knew

"Happy birthday Essence" Trevor whispered and I felt a slight prick and a rough hand jab into the side of my neck, my body went weak and my knees gave out