My Sunshine

The Coed Spring - Haru / Haru's Revelation - Iruka

The women's bath. Again. She just couldn;t get up the nerve to go to the coed bath by herself. Iruka was visiting with someone, and she thought that she could spend her afternoon alone at the hot spring.

She had stood outside of the entrance to the coed hot spring for what seemed like an eternity, waffling over what she should do. Ultimately, she chose the women's spring. She just couldn't handle it.

Feeling defeated, she sat in the grotto of the spring, her head against the wooden partition. She felt like a big baby. She was even too nervous to go to the coed spring with Iruka. She had never had such a good friend, and she didn;t want to ruin it by seeing his dick and getting freaked out. That's how fragile she realized she was. It was slowly getting better, but when would she plateau? Would she hit a wall with her progress and everything would just stay that way?

Behind her, she heard muffled giggled.

"Shhh... Someone's going to hear us. And then we won't be able to play around. And I need this."

"And I don't? Be quiet already and kiss me."

She heard playful splashing and looked around the empty women's bath before realizing she was alone, and secluded in the grotto. She put her eye up to the partitioned slats and saw Mizuka and Kakashi, dimly illuminated by the sun coming through the hole in the ceiling of the rocks on their side of the grotto. She had her legs wrapped around his hips and they were kissing passionately.

Haru knew she shouldn't be watching the couple as they enjoyed their alone time, but she was intrigued by them.  After the dinner they had together, she was impressed by the level of comfort in their relationship.  And she was genuinely curious.  What did romantic love actually look like?  Sure, it was one thing to read about it, but what did the physical part look like in action?  She couldn;t seem to rectify the disconnect in her head: the theory of romantic sexual love vs. her experience of sex, which mostly consisted of violent rape.

She could feel the tender feelings in her heart, but she couldn't quite picture what they would look like.

Kakashi was so careful with his wife, but still kindled that passion.  He cradled the back of her head and shoulders as he kissed her. Mizuka ran her fingers through his messy hair as she rested her arms on his shoulders.  He gently pushed her up against the smooth rock wall of the grotto, still kiss her passionately.  He kissed down her neck erotically as she watched him thrust into her gently.  Mizuka's mouth hung open in pleasure.  His hips grinded against hers as her eyes rolled back into her head.  The water around them rippled gently as Kakashi's lean, muscular body caressed his wife's breasts, which here like two large orbs.  Haru couldn't help but feel slightly jealous of Mizuka's thick, curvy frame.  Kakashi made sure to run his hands over every curve as he licked and sucked her breasts.

But then, she stopped him.  Had Haru been seen?  Mizuka pulled him to the side of the grotto, right in front of Haru.  Kakashi leaned against the edge of the grotto rock so his back was turned to Haru, putting his hands on the rock and pushing himself up and out of the water, laying on his back.  He was absolutely huge, his cock pointing straight up, already dark red and throbbing. He beckoned his bride to climb up onto his vulnerable body and ride his cock.  Mizuka licked her lips as she pushed herself out of the water and on to his body, sinking his thick cock into her gash.  Her thick hips moved rhythmically over his lean ones.  He reached up, fondling her breasts lovingly as she rode him excitedly, bouncing up and down on his thick cock.  Haru watched as Mizuka's expression changed to one of intensifying pleasure. Kakashi whispered to her.

"I love you. You're everything to me."

After a minute, Kakashi grabbed her hips forcefully and began to move her wildly up and down on his cock, making her scratch down his chest and scream silently.

Haru began to panic.  Was he hurting her?  Or was she having an orgasm?  She was scratching his chest.  And then, Mizuka began to whisper very softly.

"Yes!  Yes!"

Kakashi's body suddenly seemed to seize up and he began to buck up into her slowly.  His body appeared to want to curl up and his face was red as he grunted quietly.  And then, he went limp.  Mizuka stopped milking his cock, looking down at him and smiling beautifully.

Kakashi reached up affectionately and stroked her cheek with his fingers, which she eagerly nuzzled into.  Leaning down, she kissed him lovingly before climbing off of him and sliding back into the water. He sat up, sliding back in as well.  He cradled her in his arms as if she were the most precious thing in the world, kissing her forehead protectively between whispering in her ear.  They kissed lovingly  as he held her.

Haru felt breathless after watching the couple being so loving and so gentle.  She hoped that she could find someone that loved her so deeply and treated her with such kindness and respect.

***

Haru had come home from the hot spring a little frazzled and nervous. She swore that nothing bad had happened, and no one had hurt her, but she still wasn't acting like herself. he made a kettle of hot water and poured them both hot tea as she sat at the table. She was shaking. This was the first day that it had felt chilly, and she was dressed in a thick sweater and hakama pants.

"Warm up with this."

He handed her a mug and she inhaled the steam deeply.

"Thanks, Iruka."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

She looked around, an embarrassed smile suddenly spread across her face.

"I... I saw something roday at the hot spring.  Well, I was, um, watching.  I shouldn;t have been..."

Now he was curious about what she saw.  Her face was bright red with embarrassment.

"I couldn;t get the nerve to go to the coed spring, so I was in the women's bath. And I heard voices... and I peeked through the barrier. I saw Mizuka and Kakashi, um, on the other side of the barrier,  I've only read about sensual experiences, and well, I've never actually seen one that wasn't, you know...  I was hoping that I would see what real live romantic love looks like."

He couldn;t hide his smirk.  He was secretly proud of his shy friend for doing somethinng so daring.  While she probablyshouldn't have been snooping, she couldn't have picked a more laid back couple who probably didn't care.  If they knew that she was watching, they probably would've invited her over to watch more closely. He wasn't sure how much he should ask her without it being weird, but he wanted to encourage her curiousity.

"Did you learn anything?"

She smiled.

"It was... so tender.  And caring.  Kakashi was very sweet to her; he didn't grab her in a malicious way or hurt her.  He didn't force himself on her.  It was almost like two people dancing together, and they both knew the steps, like this was the most natural thing in the world.

"And he wanted her on top.  I've never been on top; men have climbed all over me and crushed and suffocated me to the point of passing out.  They've pulled and pinched and bitten my nipples until they've bled.  I've been bound, gagged, burned with rope, burned with cigarettes.  But no man has ever invited me to be on top.  It was the most sensual thing I've ever seen.  He let her take control,and she looked like a goddess on top of him.  He told her that he loved her.  They kissed.  She came first, and then she let Kakashi take control and he rocked her hips on top of his until he came, too.  It was so beautiful..."

She was gushing about it.  A positive sexual experience; possibly her first, and it wasn't even hers.    He reached over and took her hand in his squeeing it gently.

"That's how it should be: two consenting adults who love each other, showing each other affection with their bodies.  It's not a show of force, it's a tender act of love.  It's the most sacred thing that two people can do together."

She grinned.

"I can see that now. It wasn't scary at all. It was sweet. I hope that someday, I can experience that."

He squeezed her hand, still grinning at her.

I hope you get to as well, he thought.