Illusion.

Chapter Twenty.

Maria's POV;

I kissed him. I kissed him with everything that I have, not because I forgave him, okay maybe I did forgive him but that's not the reason I kissed him, I was never loved like that, no one ever cared,and he changed that, I have muffled memories of us,surreal I know, I can't believe it myself.

He grabbed my waist and pulled me up and sat me on the counter, never breaking the kiss, I kissed with the same force, butterflies is an underestimation of what truly is happening in my body at the moment,his lips are so soft yet he was kissing with so much force,I gave myself to this guy, his hands touched every little part of me that craved him, I never want this to end.

We pulled back after two minutes, and we both just chuckled.

"Want to go on a date with me?" He asked and I simply nodded.

I went and took a quick shower, as I was showering I heard the door open.

"Zayn what the hell?" I saw Zayn in the doorway grinning at me as his eyes roamed all over my body I couldn't help but blush, next thing I know he undressed himself and jumped in, I tried to fight it but a little part of me enjoyed whatever was happening.

I felt his hands around my waist, shivers betrayed me and goosebumps ran all over my body, he left sloppy kisses on my neck,I couldn't help but whimper, I felt him smirk.

"Nope,not happening." I stormed out of the shower and grabbed a towel I heard him laugh and mumbling "aren't you romantic?" I smiled at his words as I got dressed up, I wore a knee high red dress with some black heels, when Zayn came out of the shower I was already curling my hair, I saw him getting dressed behind me as I felt my body heating at his long lanky body, his torso scattered with tattoos, he had a full tattooed sleeve, god he looked hot.

He noticed me staring and smirked.

"Like what you see babe?" He chuckled and I just shook my head.

"Don't flatter yourself Zayn" I responded, smiling a bit as he nodded in defeat.

We both got dressed as we walked out of the apartment, Zayn was wearing some dress pants with a white buttoned up shirt,he was so hot.

We both stayed silence as he drove,All I want by Kodaline was playing, one of my favorite songs,I hummed along and the car stopped, why does this always happen? Whenever a good song comes up, we reach our destination.

I opened the car door and stepped out and so did Zayn.

"I wanted to be a gentleman and open the door Maria." We both laughed, as we walked to the restaurant and right at that moment I felt dizzy, millions of memories hit me at once as I grabbed Zayn's hand to steady myself.
"I want to give myself to you Zayn"
"Zayn this is Marcel and Jennifer"
"Yup, the non virgin team"
"Jennifer shut up you're embarrassing"
"Zayn."

Everything just flashed in front of my eyes.

I heard someone screaming my name and I forced myself to open my eyes.

"Zayn?" People were now surrounding me, I realized that I'm lying in Zayn's hands, I looked up at him, worried flashed all over his face and I just smiled.

"I'm okay,something about this place is special, did we come here often?" Zayn laughed and nodded, people going to their places and giving me small smiles and a couple making sure I am okay, I don't remember passing out.

"Do you want to go home babe?" I smiled at the nickname but shook my head.

"No, let's go and eat, we're on a date,Mr.gentleman." he laughed at me as we slowly stood up.

He held my hand and escorted me to our table.

We sat there, talking about sweet nothings and laughing at absolutely everything.

"Thank you Maria, for giving me another chance." Zayn spoke and I couldn't help but reply with the small confession he made.

"Well you love me, and love conquers all, or some shit I saw that quote somewhere but it's true" And now he was hysterically laughing and I joined him.

"I really do love you Maria." I blushed,its too soon to say it back.

"You know Zayn, you're really something." I chuckled.

"And how's that?" He smirked.

"You stayed."

"I'll never leave Maria."
Author's note;
Thank you for 2k reads this is insane, well for me, thank youuu babes,5 chapters leftttt.