suna: art class

the plot thickens

suna cleared his throat.
i think he knows i felt it. is this awkward now?
i mean i was still on top of him covering his mouth.
i brought my hand back and he stared at me.

"no more screaming"? i asked trying to pretend like i didn't feel it. "mm- you win". he said.
i got off of him and bit my bottom lip, ugh i probably made a face.

"i'm getting kind of tired". i said faking a yawn.
"me too, it's pretty late". he said.
i went back to the air mattress and buried my head into my pillow.
i was screaming internally.
1) because i just sat on top of suna and MADE HIM HARD
2) it got awkward

"are you good"? he asked.
"yeah i'm fine". i said back as he used his remote to turn off the light.
*silence

i took out my phone again and checked the time.
then i put it away and closed my eyes.
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i woke up and it took me a minute to remember where i was. sunas room was really warm at night, it was so comfortable i had slept longer than usual.

i sat up and didn't see suna, scratching my head and wondering where he was.
because i didn't want to go downstairs by myself.

i stood up and my tired legs carried me out his room and down the hall, i could hear the noise of his shower. i guess he got up early this morning.

"agn". my eyes went wide.
i just heard a girl moan.
is sunas sister in there with aone?... no.
they have their own bathroom downstairs if that's what they wanted to do.
suna was in there-
"ah"! i heard again.
i pressed my ear against the door and recognized the sound of porn playing.

i inched away and stared at the knob for a second.
this doesn't feel real.
i should just pretend i didn't hear that.

i turned away and went back to his room.
i sat down on his bed and my nerves were shaking me from the core.
suna was already such a turn on- and to hear that- it made me feel so desperate.
i wonder if he thinks of me-
i wonder if he's thinking of me now-

i layed my head against his pillows and looked at the dust settling under the sunlight in his window sill.
this feeling wouldn't go away, i knew what i wanted but i didn't have the courage to go after it.

so instead... i reached into my pants and exhaled deeply.
"suna". i whispered, my secret desires spilling out.
rubbing small circles i closed my eyes, gripping his bed sheets and feeling the sensation of both fear and excitement at once.

"suna". i whispered again.
all i could do was call out to someone who wouldn't answer.
i could pretend.

i my breathing out and opened my legs wider.
if he wasn't in here then i could do whatever i wanted and that drove me crazy.

he was getting off, while unknowingly i was too.
it made me feel so... needy.
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SUNAS POV

the warm water, and the sound of porn made for a relaxing morning.
i was really hard- yeah, but i wouldn't jerk off.
something about y/n being here is throwing me off.

i liked girls bodies.
i liked looking at them, and drawing them.
but i didn't like them.
they were annoying and irritating.
their very presence made me feel drained.

always yelling for me, trying to impress me, saying i'm cute but never even coming to talk to me.

so why did i even like y/n?
she surely wasn't special body wise.
i've seen plenty of girls like her.
but her attitude was a little different i guess.

i don't know what it is and it's making me go insane.
so now i'm trying to look at other girls and remember that i don't need her.
i don't want to have sex with her, i don't want to kiss her, i don't... i don't want that.

definitely not.

i feel bad watching this porn while she probably wonders where i am, but when i'm around her i can't think so this is what i'm gonna keep doing.

the shower was getting really hot though, so since i'm not gonna bust i might as well leave.

i guess my break from y/n was good enough.

i grabbed a towel off the door and threw it around my waist, wrapping it tightly and making sure it wouldn't come off.

i knew i teased her. i love that face she makes when i do it too. really cute. i like playing with her.

i walked into the cold hallway and it was really refreshing.
but nothing could prepare me to walk into my room and see y/n cumming all over my bed, and gripping my sheets as she moaned my name.

i should have came in the shower.

oaktree- plot twist or not twist 💔