Past Memories

4

Breakfast past fast. I had a conversation with T, Andi and Abby about collage and I was happy I didn't have to tell them something from my past. After breakfast Jill gave me all the training gear and clothes for this camp and then I was back in my room packing my cleats and shin guards before me and T walk down to the buss. Tierna sit down next to Andi so I just sit in an empty row looking out the window when I feel someone tap my should I look up to she none other then Christen Press" mind if I sit"

"Not at all"

She sit down and it's kinda awkward until you guys find anything to talk about

"So do you have any siblings?"

"Yes and no. I had a sister "

"Oh, I'm sorry I brought it up"

"It's fine she past with my parents"

I look down with a sad smile before the conversation move forward

When we get to the field everyone put there cleats and shin guards on and we start warming up. After we warm up we split up in positions. Me, Ash and Lys practice everything from goal kicks to penalty's which was really fun.

The last hour of practice we split up into three teams to play some scrimmage.

The teams:
Lys, Becky, Crystal, Rose, Carli, Tobin, Allie, Mal

Ash, Ali, Abby, Lindsey, Andi, Alex, McDonald, Morgan

Me, Kelley, Sonnett, Julie, Sam, Chris, Megan

Our team starts on the said giving us time to come up with a proper plan, line up and some tactics. When it's our turn we start with playing Lys team who lost to Ash's.

My team plays really good meaning I don't really have to do many saves. I use my feet more then my hands which I enjoy because it's something I haven't always been good at.

When they match is over I only needed to do two real saves and our team won by 3-0

The second game it's way more interesting. No one has gotten a shot of and I can see that both ours and theirs attacker are pretty tired of it.

Right now Andi won a ball high up in the pitch. She quickly pass it to Morgan who takes it down the side line and plays a cross in to our box. I jump up to grab it and get my hands on it just before Alex can get her head on it. I quickly throw it to Julie so our team can make a counter attack. When I turn around I see Alex walk past me frustrated "Better luck next time" I say with a smile on my face make her even more frustrated

We ended up scoring on the attack putting us in the lead for the five last minutes of the game but before I can even think everything through the other team is on the ball and on their way to my goal. Lindsey pass a perfect through ball to Alex making it a one v one. I stay pretty close to my goal so I don't sell myself to early. I see her get a touch that gets a bit to far away from her so I run out and grab the ball but in the process Alex try to jump over me but I can feel her foot getting in contact with my head.

I drop the ball and fall to the floor and before I know it I have people surrounding me. "Are you okey" The voice of Dawn ask

"I'm good. It just hurt a bit" I answer as I slowly sit up

"I think we are taking you of and getting you check before you continue playing" I don't argue as Dawn and Ash help me up and walk into the locker room

Dawn set me down before checking if I have a concussion. I ended up not having one and training was over in 5 minutes so she let me go shower before everyone.

I take my underwear and my towel before walking in and taking a hot shower. When I'm done I but my boxers and bra on before walking out to the locker room.

What I wasn't think about was that everyone could clearly see I wasn't born with a vagina. So as I sit down I see everyone look at me and that's when I remember

"I guess I should address this now. I'm intersex. So I have a dick" I say as I pull my pants on

"Does it work" The voice of Megan Rapinoe say and just after a slap could be heard. Probably from Ali a few seats down

"Yea, I can have kids if that's what you are asking"

After that everyone drop it and I go back to changing into my normal clothes and walking to the buss. Happy that they didn't seam to judge me