Past Memories

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Emma's POV
We then slowly closed the door so we wouldn't wake Nylah up and then we walked down the stairs to the living room and sat down.

"I know this is going to be some kinda of deep conversation. So if anyone has something light headed we can start there" I say looking at the other two

"Well I have" Alex say as she get up and soon return with our swearing book. "I know you have been swearing so just write it down" She say handing it to me

When I'm done with my lines I hand it to Toni giving her a knowing look as she start to draw a few lines. When it gets back to Alex she also draw a few before putting it away

"On to the other stuff. Someone wants to start"

"Well I have two things so you guys can start" Toni say

"Okey. When we got home and looked into your room you were sleeping which no one is surprised by but the room was a mess and so were you" Alex say as she look at Toni who sigh

"That has with the second thing I want to say so can we just start with the first" She ask playing with her fingers not looking at us

"Sure. Do it in your order"

"Well" She starts of before pausing. "I know that I have called you my moms and that you guys have called me your daughter" Another pause and I think both me and Alex know were this is going be we wait for Toni to speak again. "And when I said it at least I really meant it so now that Nylah is born I wanted to ask if I could call you mom and mama" She still hasn't looked at us

"Of course you can" I say getting up and walking over to her. I sit down and pull her into me. "But I do want to know if I'm mom or mama"

"Mama because Alex feels more like a mom"

"Am I not your mom" I say giving her a hurt face even tho everyone knows it's a joke

"No. We all know you are the dad on the relationship so mom doesn't fit you" We then proceed to have a group hug for a few minutes before we all sit down again and both Alex and me look at Toni

"And to the second thing. About the crying and the messy room. Last night I was on a call with Tobin as usual and over the last month or so we have been talking about this thing. She was trying to push me into telling you guys and I got mad at her so we ended up in a screaming match and when the call ended I kinda took my anger out on the room" A long pause of silence before she continued. "Tobin didn't do anything wrong she was just trying to help me but I was scared and couldn't be true to myself. And this morning when I called she didn't answer so I don't know if she wants to talk to me any more"

"Do you want me to call her so you two can make up before you finish or do you want to finish first" She takes a few seconds before answering

"I want to finish here first"

"Okey go on then"

"Ehhh...imtransgender"

"Slow down. Can you say it again" Alex say clearly not hearing what she said

"I'm.........transgender"

"Ok" Both me and Alex sat at the same time

"You're not mad?"

"No. Why would we"

"I don't know" This time Alex move over to her...him. I'm going to have to ask about that. Alex pulled our child into a hug and soon I joined in

"So what pronounce do you want to use"

"He him"

"Okey. Do you want to keep Toni as your name because it gender neutral or do you want to change" Alex ask

"Change"

"And what do you want to be called then"

"Jaden"

"Ohh. Thank god you didn't pick some ugly name" I say but I'm quickly slapped in the back of the head. "Emma" Alex hisses at me

Then crying can be heard from the second floor and Alex look at her watch. "It's time to feed her again. You two continue talking" She then kiss my cheek and Jaden's forehead before she make her way up the stairs

"I don't know much about the proses going from girl to boy but trust me I will be by your side all the way and just ask me or Alex. We only want you good and we are never going to look at you any different or thing you are weird. Now how would you like it if I cut your hair"

"Your going to mess it up"

"No I won't. I can actually give you a descent cut. I might not be a pro but I can give you something the is more boyish"

"Okey fine. But don't fuck it up"

"Write a line under your name" I say as I get up to try and fine the hair cutting tools I know Alex has some were in this house

I soon did and I got to work.

In the middle Alex came walking down the stairs with a very cling baby in her arms. "What is going on"

"I'm cutting his hair. Is it not obvious"

"Okey but like. Do you know what you are doing"

"I'm giving him a basic cut it's not hard. I can cut your hair too"

"We will see how this one turn out and then I will look at the offer" She say slightly laughing at me as I focus back on Jaden's hair

Okey that turned out good. Is was simple. The middle part fuck boy look.

"That looks kinda good on you even tho with that cut your going to turn into some kinda of fuck boy" Alex say with a smile as Jaden fixes his hair

"And yes you can cut my hair Emma" She say looking at as I give her a smile. "But only an inch or two"

"Yes ma'am"

Alex handed a now sleeping baby to Jaden as he sat down and looked while I cut his moms hair.

Alex and I then switched places so she cut three inches of my hair that is at this point far past my shoulders like it was when I cut it last time