Past Memories

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Emma's POV
I wake up with pain shooting through my back. Who thought it would be that hard to sleep on the couch

I look at the time. 7am. Before walking to the kitchen and grabbing a protein bar. Then I sit down on the couch starting my game back up and continue playing where I ended last night

About two hours in a feel my phone vibrate. Christen. Isn't like 6 in the morning there I think before I answers

"Hello"

"Don't hello me Emma" She start of clearly not happy for some reason. "Now I want you to do exactly like I say"

"Okey" I answer unsurely not wanting to piss her of further

"Turn the game I know you are playing of and put your shoes on"

"I can't ju...."

"Turn it off. Now" I do as I'm told and are now staring in front of the door

"Now walk out the door and to the park I know is like three minutes from Alex's house" With out questions I start to walking and when I get there I sit down on an empty bench

"Put the phone on speaker and listen carefully" I barely have time to do it before she start again

"What the fuck is wrong with you" This is not going to end well. "You have a pregnant girlfriend to take care of and all you do is play some stupid video game all day. YOUR girlfriend called ME last night full on CRYING because YOU are being a BITCH" After hear that I look down in shame even tho she can't see me. "A baby is never going to work if all you do is play so stupid game everyday. I get it. It's fun. Tobin play to. But now 14 hours a day. Your a professional athlete for gods sake. Shouldn't you work out or at least take a walk. You need to step your damn game up if you want Alex in your life. Fix this. NOW" And with that she ends the call and now I feel like a bitch

I have treated Alex like shit the last two weeks. She has been taking care of everything even tho she is pregnant and I should be doing that stuff. Just because I'm fucking scared

And right there I break. I start to sob not know what to do. I have fucked everything up just because I'm scared and won't admit it.

I don't know how long I have been sitting there but I can sense someone sitting down next to me. They aren't leaving so when I finally look up I see an old lady

"What's wrong sweetie" I would have vomited at the nickname if it wasn't an old lady

"I fucked everything up"

"Tell me about it" I don't know why but once again do as I'm told

"My girlfriend of one year is pregnant and I am an ass. I have just been focusing on myself and how scared I am about this so I completely forgot about her. Now I got a call from my friend telling me how my girlfriend called her last night crying because of me" I'm on the edge of crying again when she speak up

"You still have time to fix this and I really hope you do because I know how it feels. When I was in your age I lost the man I loved because I only thought about myself and look at me now. 82 and alone. No one wants to land here"

We sit in silence for a few minutes before I speak up again. "Why am I sitting here and wasting time" You say and stand up. I thank her before I walking away.

First to an very expensive chocolate store. Who even buys this experience chocolate. Anyway. After that I bought a bouquet of roses and started walking back to the house. When I got there the door was locked so I unlock it and walk in. It's quiet and her cleats are gone so she is probably at training

I put the flowers in a vase and the chocolate beside writing a small note saying how sorry I am and that I will be in the bed room if she want to talk

I then walk up the stairs and take a shower trying to get my thoughts straight. The only conclusion I get to is that I'm a fucking dick.

A then walk out and put some underwear on as well as a par of sweatpants before grabbing my glasses and a book. I then find myself lost in a fantasy world for an hour until I hear the door unlocking.

I stop reading but don't move. I can clearly hear her moving into the kitchen and then everything goes silent for a minute. Then I can hear her moving around in the kitchen before I hear her slowly walking up the stairs.

For some reason I instantly turn very nervous but go back to reading my book so it don't seem like I have been on peek for the last few minutes

Then the door slowly open with an annoying sound as I look up at her. "You forgot to put water in the vase" She say and light chuckle

I face palm myself as I get up to fix it but I'm stopped in the door by two soft hands on my arms spinning me around. "I have already fixed it and you didn't need to buy me so expensive chocolate" She say with a small smile

"Yes. I. Did. I have been a complete dick the last weeks and I should be the one taking care of you when it has been the other way around. Just because I was scared and wouldn't talk about it so if you want me to leave then I will do it because I completely understand" And then I start walking to the door but she close it with her foot making me stop and look at her again

Before I can say or do anything my back is pressed against the wall. "Did I tell you you could leave" I just shake my head. "Then why did you leave" The possessive voice is everything I would die for

"Answer me"

"I-I thought yo....you wouldn't want me...me here" Why did I have to stutter right now

"Well I have been trying to get laid for the last week and it haven't worked so would you mind helping me" I don't get time to answer before she continues. "I know you wouldn't"

Then she pushed me on the bed capturing my lips which is the start of a heated make out session. I soon try to flip her over but she stops me

"Today I'm in charge and you need to earn my pussy. Understood" My mouth go dry but I answer with a nod but that isn't enough. "Words baby"

"Y-yes"

"Yes what"

"Yes Alex?"

"Try again"

"Yes Al"

"Again"

"Yea Lex"

"You can do better"

"Yes baby girl?"

"Come on I'm waiting"

"Yes princess!"

"Taking to long"

As I'm about to answer she put her hand in my pants grabbing my member making me gasp as she move down to whisper in my ear. "Tonight it's daddy. Okey?" She whispers kissing slightly under my ear.

"Y-yes daddy"