Chapter 93

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Kenma's Pov:

Konoha didn't do anything to Kuroo. He didn't even go visit him. After I got some clothes on Konoha cuddled me. I didn't feel safe around him. 

"Kenma. W-why- why did you cheat on me."

He sobbed on my shoulder. I put my head down and coughed.

"I-I'm sorry... I didn't mean too..." 

"You're coughing... here let me get you some water." 

He got up and got me a glass of water. He handed me the water and I drunk some. My throat did hurt after what Konoha did. After I finished the water Konoha hugged me again and I gulped.

"I'm sorry Kenma... I went to far. Don't worry I didn't go to Kuroo's house."

"Mmh."

"Do you forgive me?"

"Y-yes."

"I'm glad." 

He gave me a peck and smiled. I sniffed and he just rubbed my back. I still didn't feel safe in his arms. 

"Does you're throat still hurt?" He asked. I nodded at him and he placed me on the couch.

"I'll go get you some ice cream then!"

"You.. don't have... too." I said. Every time I talked my throat hurt.

"I want too, I'll be back in maybe like 10 minutes."

He grabbed his wallet and his keys. I got some more water and I chugged it. I grabbed my phone and decided to text Kuroo. I then saw that Konoha had blocked Kuroo. I sighed and left it blocked. If Konoha saw me talking to Kuroo again, he might do more than choke me next time. 

I had some much stress built up and I still felt guilty for killing an innocent baby. I cried and grabbed at my hair. I wiped my tears and got up. I went to the kitchen and gulped. I grabbed a culinary knife and took a deep breath. 

I made a cut on my arm. I promised Kuroo I wouldn't do it anymore but, I don't know how to let go of this feeling. I cried looking at the cut again as it started to burn. I bit my lip and rain it under some water. It was just one cut. I washed the knife then went to the bathroom. I covered my arm in bandage. 

I sat back on the couch and looked at my arm disappointed in myself. When Konoha got home I pulled my sleeve down. He smiled at me then went to the kitchen. He grabbed two spoons. 

"I got you birthday cake flavor."

I smiled at him and he took the ice cream out the bag. He gave me the birthday cake flavor, while he ate the vanilla. He handed me a spoon and then smiled as I scooped the ice cream. The coldness of the ice cream did make my throat feel better.

"How does your throat feel?"

"Better."

"I love you, Kenma."

"...I love you too."


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