Promise Me (Levi x Reader)

I Love You

Even though you are Commander Erwin's child, you rarely hear anything from him about the status of missions. He always kept that between him and Levi, but this time, the news got out.

"What do they mean titans are in the wall?" Rose was sitting beside you with her arm wrapped around yours. You looked over to Kai and he shrugged his shoulders. "I have no idea. I'll find out though." You wiggled your arm from Rose's grip and looked to Felix and Nico.

"I'll let you guys know as soon as I know." They nodded their heads and you walked away from the hang out area. You made your way down the hall towards Erwin's door. You inhaled slowly and then exhaled, trying to calm yourself.

You knew this wasn't good news. What ever rumors were spreading were causing panic, and that is never good.

You stopped in front of his door and knocked on it. "Come in!" You heard Erwin's voice from the inside and you immediately threw open the door. "Ah Y/N. I knew it was you." Erwin stood up with a smile curling up on his face.

"What in the hell is going on. Everyone is talking about titans in the wall and it's a mess out there and there hasn't been a mission in a while and-" "Y/N. Take a deep breath." You heard a deep voice from behind you.

You whipped around to see Levi with his arms folded across his chest and leaning against the wall. "Levi, you're here?" Your eyes widened and you looked back to Erwin.

"Y/N. I know a lot is going on right now. And to answer you. Yes. We found a titan in the wall. The wall was formed by titans. We are still conducting research which is why there hasn't been a mission recently. I just want you to focus on your group right now."

Erwin walked towards you and Levi, placing his hand on your shoulder. "We are planning to send two squads out to Utgard Castle in a couple of days and that will be you and Kai's squad. Make sure your team is prepared."

You nodded your head and looked to Levi. "What are you doing here?" Levi looked to you then to Erwin. "Going through the details of your mission and the current situation with the walls. Just focus on yourself though." Levi placed his hand on the door and slowly opened it.

He motioned for you to leave and you quickly scooted yourself out.

"And Y/N. A lot is going to happen so be prepared." Erwin looked at you with a stern expression. The door slammed shut, leaving you alone in the hallway.

Titans in the walls. What is going on?

"I'm scared." Rose sat on the edge of the bunk bed with her head in her knees. "Don't worry. We'll be fine. Just make smart decisions." You patted her on her shoulder and looked towards Nico. He gave you a soft smile and walked over to his sister.

"Rose, you have me." Rose looked up and wrapped her arms around Nico. "Y/N!" You heard shouting from outside the door.

You rushed to the door and threw it open to find a unfamiliar face standing at the door. The boy was bent over, trying to catch his breath. "Kai and Felix are being attacked at Utgard! Erwin told me to send the message to you guys to leave now."

Your eyes widened and you looked to Nico and Rose. They both hopped off the bunkbed and rushed out of the room with you.

Before you knew it, you and your squad were riding through the wind on horseback. You always enjoyed the feeling of wind rushing through your hair, but this time you couldn't think about that.

Kai and Felix were in danger.

Once you guys reached Utgard Castle, all you could see were titans, everywhere. You felt a chill travel down your spine as you could hear the shouting the closer you got.

"Kai! Felix!" You couldn't contain yourself as you raced towards them. As soon as you got close enough to the castle and the titans, you jumped from your horse and grappled to the side of the castle.

You slashed through the crowd of titans and looked beside you to see Nico and Rose side by side. You watched as they worked together to take down multiple titans.

As you were focusing on the titans, an ear splitting scream sliced through the air. "Felix!" You heard kai's deep voice from on the other side of the castle.

You rushed towards the voice, just in time to see a body fly through the sky. You knew immediately from the tuft of blond hair. You didn't hesitate to race towards the body, but you were too late.

You heard the thud echo as the body hit the ground.

It felt as though your body froze in the air. You saw Kai rush towards Felix's body on the ground.

"Felix!" You shouted his name, even though you knew he wouldn't answer.

Everything became still as you dropped down to the ground near the body. All that was left of Felix was his torso and head. You screamed at the top of your lungs. "No Please! Felix! You buried your head into his chest as you sobbed.

You rocked his body back and forth in the tall grass. "Please, I can't loose you too. please just come back. I can't." Tears streamed down your face, soaking the earth.

"Y/N! Look out!" You turned around to see Kai flying through the air towards you. In just a blink of the eye, he was snatched in the air. A titan jumped, clamping it's teeth down on Kai's leg.

Kai screamed out in pain and tumbled to the ground in front of you. You crawled towards Kai, watching as his blood stained the grass. "Please, hold on ok? You'll be fine." You moved quickly towards him and grabbed the area that was bleeding.

"Y/N, look at me." Kai reached out his hand towards your head to wipe away your tears. "Kai, it'll be ok. Just hang in there." You tried applying pressure, but you couldn't stop the bleeding.

"Y/N. You mean so much to me. I fell in love with you." Kai spoke softly as his head fell back onto the grass.

"W-what?" Your eyes widened and you moved towards his head. You grabbed his body and pulled him towards you so that his head was on your lap.

"I fell in love with you. I never told you and I regret it." Kai stroked the side of your face as tears welled up in his eyes.

"Kai, you're going to live. Please don't leave me. You're the only one I have left."

"Don't be silly. You have Levi, Nico and Rose. Hold them close." Kai's eyes began to flutter and his body grew weaker in your arms.

"I love you Y/N." Kai's hand fell down on your lap and his body went limp.

You couldn't control your body, you couldn't remember anything. All you could do was scream. You kept screaming into the dark night as you held onto Kai's dead body.

Everything came crashing down.